Why Do I Feel This Way?

Kate DeAraugo

Kate DeAraugo was crowned Australian Idol champion in 2005... but not all fairytales have happy endings and Kate’s life quickly spiralled out of control. In 2017, Kate was convicted of drug possession, drug driving and weapons possession. Six years later, Kate is sober, happily married and with a new baby – so she's decided to turn her difficult experiences into a podcast where she can talk about her life in the hope of giving hope and offering a safe space for other to acknowledge their own hardships.

  • 23 minutes 23 seconds
    The year that was

    In this episode we take a look back at the year that was. 

    Both finishing 2024 very differently to how we started it, we reflect on the trials, tribulations and joys of the last 12 months. 

    And the exciting things to come…

    23 December 2024, 11:51 am
  • 1 hour 48 seconds
    Diane Young (Psychotherapist)

    Today we’re joined by psychotherapist Diane Young. Specialising in trauma and addiction, Diane has seen and worked through it all.

    In this episode we chat about the many roads to recovery, how to find the right therapy for you and when you know its time to ask for help.

    Trigger warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and sexual abuse. If you, or anyone you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.






    16 December 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 52 minutes 41 seconds
    Heartled Warriors with Dane Muller

    Today we're joined by the Founder & Director of Heartled Warriors - Dane Muller.

    Having battled his own fight with mental health, Dane now leads men, women, couples and youths through retreats with the focus on 'returning home to yourself'.

    Dane's story is powerful and one that we couldn't wait to share with you.

    Instagram: @heartled_warriors

    Website: https://www.heartledwarriors.com.au/

    Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of suicide and self-harm. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14

    9 December 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 1 hour 6 minutes
    Spiritual Warfare with Nikki Dellar

    From New Age rituals to psych wards to 'demonic attacks' to church on Sundays... fair to say Nikki has lived 1,000 lives in her short 33 years on Earth.

    In today's chat Nikki unpacks the path that led to her hospitalisation and how she radically turned her life around at the age of 30.

    Trigger warning: This episode contains themes of suicide and self-harm. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.


    2 December 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 48 minutes 49 seconds
    Sex Talk with AJ Paps

    Today we're joined by sex shop owner, entrepreneur and TikTok sensation AJ Papas.

    AJ is known for his non-nonsense, tough-love relationship and sex advice and he treats this episode no different. From re-creating old school romance to spicing things up in the bedroom, this conversation has it all.

    TikTok: @ajpapadatos

    25 November 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 51 minutes 7 seconds
    Jonathon 'JMo' Moran

    Jonathon Moran has been synonymous with Aussie media for over 25 years. If you've ever read the paper, listened to radio or been to really any event in Sydney - you would have heard about JMo.

    In this episode, JMo gives us a peak behind the glitz and glamour of being an entertainment reporter, and just how deceiving 'keeping up appearances' can be.

    WIRES: 1300 094 737 or www.wires.org.au

    Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and suicide. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.

    18 November 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 1 hour 19 minutes
    The Governor

    Today we're joined by former Operations Manager of Corrections Victoria, Roz aka The Governor. Having worked with both men's and women's prisons for 27 years, Roz has seen and heard it all.

    In this episode we talk about justice verse rehabilitation, the human side of being part of 'the force' and what it meant to be the first female Governor.

    11 November 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 1 hour 9 minutes
    Nick Bowditch

    Today we're joined by Nick Bowditch - author, psychotherapist, motivational speaker, TedX presenter, entrepreneur, podcast host and PhD student (clinical psychology).

    .... he also happens to be in recovery.

    Nick unpacks his journey through meeting Kate in rehab back in 2016 to speaking to crowds of thousands while experiencing intense social anxiety and now to running his own clinic.

    Instagram: @nickbowditch

    Trigger warning: This episode contains themes of addiction, suicide and eating disorders. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.

    4 November 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 54 minutes 19 seconds
    Sex Addiction

    Today we're joined by Kate's friend Travis. From a wealthy family, raised in an affluent area, Travis seemingly 'had it all' growing up.

    For 28 years, Travis lived a heteronormative life and found himself unable to remain monogamous for any long period of time.

    Cut to a rehab in Thailand - Travis realised what he'd been running from and was diagnosed with 'sex addiction'.

    In this episode, Travis unpacks what it means to be a sex addict, including the societal stigma and what it looks like to enter recovery.

    Trigger warning: This episode contains themes of addiction, eating disorders and abuse. If you, or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.

    Please note: This episode also contains the mention of 'plant medicine' - please consult a professional to establish if this is the right therapy for you.

    21 October 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 31 minutes 41 seconds
    October Catch Up

    We have some updates.

    One of us is heading into her third trimester, the other finally got her mental health plan. Join us as we unpack what's been going on in our worlds this month.

    Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addiction and eating disorders. If you or anyone that you know is struggling, call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.

    14 October 2024, 6:00 pm
  • 48 minutes 23 seconds
    Steph Easton

    Today we're joined by founder of Your Recovery House, Steph Easton.

    Having her own experience with disordered eating and addiction, Steph created the holistic rehab to treat the 'root cause of behavioural issues' and help people who have walked a similar path.

    In this episode, Steph gives a very raw and honest insight into how addiction ruled her life for many years and most importantly - how she found a way out.

    You Recovery House: https://www.addictionrehab.com.au

    Instagram: @yourrecoveryhouse

    Trigger Warning: This episode contains themes of addiction, eating disorders, sexual assault and domestic violence. If you or anyone that you know is struggling, please call Lifeline now on 13 11 14.


    7 October 2024, 6:00 pm
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