Run, Hide, Repeat

CBC

Pauline Dakin’s childhood was marked by unexplained events, a sense of unseen menace, and secretive moves to new cities with no warning. When Pauline was a young adult, her mother finally told her what they were running from – organized crime, secret police and double lives. It was a story so mind-bending, so disturbing, Pauline’s entire world was turned upside down. Run Hide Repeat is the story of Pauline’s life on the run, her quest for the truth – and her search for forgiveness. Based on the best-selling 2017 memoir, this powerful 5-part journey spans decades and an entire country — and it will leave listeners questioning what’s real and who they can trust.

  • 40 minutes 25 seconds
    Episode 4: A Complicated Miracle

    Alex finally takes a DNA test, hoping to prove his identity – once and for all. What will it find? Who will it find? The results surprise everyone, even Alex.

    10 March 2025, 7:12 am
  • 33 minutes 4 seconds
    Episode 3: The Money Angle

    Alex’s story goes viral (as viral as it can in the early 2000s), but doubts and accusations swirl around him – dividing his family and community. Alex is called a liar and a conman trying to profit from the Holocaust, yet he refuses to do the one thing that would prove he’s telling the truth.

    3 March 2025, 8:12 am
  • 32 minutes 37 seconds
    Episode 2: Born a Second Time

    Uldis is now Alex – living an ordinary, happy life in Australia, but the horrors of his past have resurfaced. Fifty years after his name was stolen from him, can he find it again? A letter from Minsk might hold the answers.

    24 February 2025, 8:11 am
  • 32 minutes 41 seconds
    Episode 1: The Hidden Suitcase

    Uldis Kurzemnieks believed he would take his lie to the grave – his life had depended on it. For decades, he told the same story of how he survived the Second World War as a boy, but his niece always believed there was more to the story. Now, she’s learning the whole truth – piece by shocking piece.

    17 February 2025, 8:11 am
  • 3 minutes 6 seconds
    Introducing Toy Soldier

    As a child, Alex Kurzem faced a choice: be killed or join the killers. 


    After escaping the massacre that killed his family during the Holocaust, he’s found by the enemy and taken in as one of their own – becoming a Jewish boy masquerading as a Nazi soldier. He’d live with this false identity for so long, he no longer remembered who he was before.


    This is the story Alex would tell the world decades later, but could a story so unbelievable be true? Host Dan Goldberg finds out.

    13 February 2025, 8:10 am
  • 41 minutes 15 seconds
    Personally Introduces: On Drugs

    On Drugs looks through the lenses of history, pop culture and personal experience to understand how drugs have shaped our world. Because even if it’s just caffeine or ibuprofen, there’s a good chance you’re on drugs right now. More episodes of On Drugs are available at: https://link.mgln.ai/4DtGUQ

    7 February 2025, 3:00 pm
  • 34 minutes
    Sorry About The Kid | Ep 4: Macho Man Ninja

    “Isn’t this the a-hole who killed Paul McKinnon? Shut up and die!” A distracting obsession. An unexpected letter. And a controversial method of regaining lost memories. Plus, a final message from Paul.

    5 February 2025, 9:10 am
  • 29 minutes 39 seconds
    Sorry About The Kid | Ep 3: Ghost

    “Were you waiting for me to just say goodbye?” Alex and his grief counsellor, Yvonne, dive into one memory of Paul that Alex never forgot and try to trigger others. Plus, Alex’s parents discover that some of their own memories are not what they seem.

    29 January 2025, 9:10 am
  • 29 minutes 27 seconds
    Sorry About The Kid | Ep 1: Where’s Paul?

    Alex worshipped his older brother, Paul. But when Paul was killed by a speeding police car at age 14, Alex almost immediately started to forget him. First his voice. Then his laugh. Then pretty much everything else. But what if those memories could be retrieved? Through a series of intimate conversations with family and friends about Paul’s final moments alive, Alex begins to explore why Paul’s death has become the only thing he remembers.

    15 January 2025, 9:10 am
  • 34 minutes 10 seconds
    Sorry About The Kid | Ep 2: Paulbearers

    A funeral. A strange smell. A story that just doesn’t add up. In the days after Paul’s death, grief consumes Alex’s family. His mom is catatonic. His dad is furious. Both are focused on one thing: demanding the police take responsibility for what they’ve done. Meanwhile, Alex’s memories of Paul are already slipping away. Now, he confronts the roots of that memory loss with a grief counselor who has her own connection to Paul — she saw him die.

    15 January 2025, 9:10 am
  • 2 minutes 10 seconds
    Introducing Sorry About The Kid

    How do you forget your favourite person in the world? Alex remembers everything about the day a speeding police car killed his brother. But his brother, alive? Those memories are lost – and he wants them back. Sorry About the Kid is an emotional, deeply personal meditation on the losses that define us. Hosted by Alex McKinnon. Produced with Mira Burt-Wintonick (WireTap, Love Me).

    8 January 2025, 9:10 am
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