My life update.  Day 682 post narcissistic abuse.  

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This is a brutal day. And this too shall pass. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Sorry everyone but for some reason, the episode didn't seem to merge into one and it's 3 parts due to the recording length and something additional I wanted to add so here is the rest!

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This is some really raw and vulnerable, very personal pain that I am pouring out in this episode with insights on why and how it happened as well as truly showing how when you look at the eyes of a Narcissist, you are looking into the eyes of evil. Once we realize why this is happening that is half the battle and we will heal and recover from narcissistic abuse and we will expand our consciousness and heal wounds of past ancestors as well as future generations.   Narcissistic abuse is part of our soul's journey and it's here to help you be the one to break the cycle of abuse and lack of self love.  I'm here with you as you go through it and I will never leave you. xoxo My healing mentor and the link to her episode of Thriver Tv that was a godsend tonight.  I hope it helps you too:  https://youtu.be/HNh4Hq8mZdM  My Site:  http://affairwiththedarkside.com My Etsy Store:  https://www.etsy.com/shop/realm222/  Story of The Sparklefly:  https://amzn.to/2YXZ7Lf Pennies From Heaven and Mashed Potatoes in the Sky:  https://amzn.to/2WaTuwl Ambiguous:  https://amzn.to/2HIgQRc (Erotica Short Stories for those that want some spice! I run the gamete with writing) Just The Juicy Parts  https://amzn.to/2MeVXkR My YouTube Channel:  https://youtu.be/AXHCRY04duE My GoFundMe:   https://www.gofundme.com/my-do-over  email me:  [email protected] Thank you!! You are loved! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Painful, painful stuff tonight. Narcissists - go no contact, stay no contact or pay dearly. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Day 590 post narcissistic abuse. I talk about still missing my narcissist, still not 100% coming to terms with him not being able to change. Trying to figure out how to just be happy on my own. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Ironically this episode had 22 seconds at the end. And that it’s day 588 abuse free! Love my number messages. May you all be healed of the wounds that narcissists have inflicted on you. May your days of suffering be minimal. May you know you’ll be okay. ❤️ --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Just a quick blurb on how narcissists would willingingly let us sit there and suffer when they could offer comfort or love in some form to ease the pain. They never will because they don’t care if you suffer. Why allow that? You deserve love and comfort just like you would give if it was needed from you! I hope you leave your narcissist. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Saying hi and inviting everyone who’s on a spiritual path to visit my new sister podcast that features only the happy side of life after a Narcissist! It can’t rain all the time! 😉 I hope you’ll come take a listen! anchor.fm/bellaLight88 See you there! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Day 548 away from narcissistic abuse, 98% no contact for months now. It’s a better day than most and my vibration is up! I hope this episode will inspire you and put a smile on your face! A no tear episode!! Only smiles, I promise. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support

Advice for you during your relationship with a narcissist. And details on how my mediation went yesterday. Healing from narcissistic abuse is a very difficult process so make it easier on yourself by following these tips I give throughout. H --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/bellalight/support