“ I believe there's order and beauty and meaning in the universe. I believe in goodness and not evil. And if I found out that was all not true, it would be devastating to me.”

As the years tick by, Michael and Ariel start to lose hope he’ll ever be free – while Heather fears the people in charge may finally fall for Michael’s charisma.

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PLAYLIST!

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/weight

https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/closing-time-the-party-is-over

https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/waiting-in-moonlight

https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/every-word-in-the-english-language-interbellum

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/album/memory-amb

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/inmutable

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/tunnbaq

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/hidroslidaridad

https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/g-lido

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/afuera

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/17-minutos

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/a-bao-a-qu

https://ab-henrik-meierkord.bandcamp.com/track/erinnerungen-drawing-from-memory-odnu-remix

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/c

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/2-paisaje-oblicuo

https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/tierra-templada

https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/red-grey-orange

https://orietachrem.bandcamp.com/track/punta-uva

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/covina

https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/blue-light-marcus-fischer-version

https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/red-grey-orange

https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/blue-christopher-hipgrave-remix

https://glitchbird.bandcamp.com/track/calima

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/descomposicion-iv-triple-n

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/only-us

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/sagitarii

https://glitchbird.bandcamp.com/track/aube

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/kon

https://jennifercastle.bandcamp.com/track/justice

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/ant-tesis-2

CREDITS!

Additional Voices: Katie Mingle, Betsy Corcoran, James Spring, Lu Olkowski, Nigel Poor, and Samantha Harvey.

Series Producer: Meera Kumar

Managing Editor: Robin Amer

Additional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya Schultz

Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka

Contributing Editor: Allison Herrera

Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy

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“Bushido, the code of conduct for a samurai: When you render it down, it's about honor.”

When a former AB member testifies against the gang and goes into hiding, its leadership debates whether to murder his family as retribution.

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PLAYLIST!

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/frente-a-espejos

Looped Bowed Gong - Star of the Sea  (Unreleased)

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/2-paisaje-oblicuo

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/the-ash-around-us

https://nonturn.bandcamp.com/track/opportunity

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/against-futures

https://ab-marcneys.bandcamp.com/track/tides

https://ab-memoryscale.bandcamp.com/track/pluto-l-o

https://ab-odnu.bandcamp.com/track/dividing

https://lashermanas.bandcamp.com/track/dormir-un-a-o-entero

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/an-impossible-hello

https://andrewfrankel.bandcamp.com/track/anibol-station

https://dj-masuno.bandcamp.com/track/romero

https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/warm-soil

https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river

Lay Your Puny Bones Beside the Water by Boduf Songs (Coming 2027!)

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/candela-y-tron-2025-edit

CREDITS!

Additional Voices: Bill Rohlfing and Dan Conroy

Contributing Research: Bethany Jones

Series Producer: Meera Kumar

Managing Editor: Robin Amer

Additional Reporting: Brian Krans, Anya Schultz

Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka

Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy

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“It's interesting how people think when they're attempting to justify or rationalize the damage to another human being.”

Michael considers a proposal from the Aryan Brotherhood that could alter his future – and the gang’s.

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PLAYLIST!

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/despegar

https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/early-morning-light

Sax Synth Loop - Star of the Sea (unreleased)

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/chiron

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/reversa-2

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/tigre-de-papel-feat-king-klav

https://rosarito1-2.bandcamp.com/track/tiempo-libre

https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/remnants-of-structures-built-to-break

https://wilbolton.bandcamp.com/track/swept

https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/resbala

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/covina

https://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/nublado

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/hesperia

https://eezzmmeerraallddaa.bandcamp.com/track/l-grimas-de-sangre-ii

https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/deriva-qoa

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/17-minutos

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/nonorganics

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/a-crushing-down

https://landless.bandcamp.com/track/the-newry-highwayman

https://rosarito1-2.bandcamp.com/track/karmario

CREDITS!

Additional voice: Tina Antolini

Series Producer: Meera Kumar

Managing Editor: Robin Amer

Additional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya Schultz

Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka

Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy

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“Somehow it always turns out that trouble finds me.”

Michael is sent to prison, where the teachings of Walks On Top are put to the test.

PLAYLIST!

https://eileanrec.bandcamp.com/track/solsticehttps://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/le-syst-me-d-railleStar of the Sea - Winter People (unreleased)
https://zoroxxe.bandcamp.com/track/tahuandohttps://joaquincornejomusic.bandcamp.com/track/quixosis-lisergium-tremens-joaqu-n-cornejos-broken-mixhttps://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/undoinghttps://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/fuegohttps://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/resbalahttps://entranas.bandcamp.com/track/chimborazohttps://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/el-viento-lo-sabehttps://landless.bandcamp.com/track/the-fishermans-wife

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CREDITS!

Additional voice: Katie Mingle, Dave Shaw
Series Producer: Meera Kumar
Managing Editor: Robin Amer
Additional Reporting: Brian Krans and Anya Schultz
Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka 
Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy

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“Stop what you’re doing. There’s two bodies buried there.”

Police discover two dead bodies buried under a shed in Michael’s back yard. When he runs off with one of the murder victims’ wives, his involvement is called into question.

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PLAYLIST!
https://canvas-index.bandcamp.com/track/i-wed-my-shadow

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/la-desolaci-n-del-gran-ahorrar

https://dj-masuno.bandcamp.com/track/filamentos

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/tundra

https://rosarito1-2.bandcamp.com/track/tiempo-libre

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/pululahua

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/onitsura

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/la-ni-a-al-gato-le-ense-a-danza

https://dialogdiscos.bandcamp.com/track/las-olas-oxygen-studio-version

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/alas

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/oxygen

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/acqua

https://orietachrem.bandcamp.com/track/punta-uva

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/vespere

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/kon

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/devuelvan-las-entradas

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/panterabyte

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/a-bao-a-qu

https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river

https://ab-strangebird-sounds.bandcamp.com/track/lavender-river

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/florecer

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/apoapside

https://oracogan.bandcamp.com/track/ground-and-grave

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/kon

CREDITS!
Additional voices: Katie Mingle, Bill Rohlfing, Peter Lang-Stanton, Adam Conover
Series Producer: Meera Kumar
Managing Editor: Robin Amer
Additional Reporting: Brian Krans, Anya Schultz
Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka
Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy

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While cutting firebreak as a teen, Michael is approached by a rancher who offers to look after him, become his spiritual mentor, and teach him how to handle himself in a fight.

PLAYLIST!

Momenta Neo 1 by Quixosis

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/el-ascenso-de-la-luz

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/shown-in-the-corner

https://olivercoates.bandcamp.com/track/living-branches-feat-chrysanthemum-bear

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/inmutable

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/vertigo

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/3-autopolesis?in=tambi3n/sets/zoroxxe

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/cet-cea

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/ausente

https://inter-bellum.bandcamp.com/track/winter-tungsten

https://andrewheath.bandcamp.com/track/spaghetti-western

https://ab-odnu.bandcamp.com/track/under-the-igloo

https://bodufsongs.bandcamp.com/track/sword-weather

https://sereptie.bandcamp.com/track/false-drain

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CREDITS!

Additional voices: Katie Mingle, Lorrie Goldensohn, Bill Rohlfing

Series Producer: Meera Kumar

Managing Editor: Robin Amer

Additional Reporting Brian Krans, Anya Schultz

Fact Checking: Nicole Pasulka

Visuals: Orla Mc Hardy

Editorial Consultant: Allison Herrera

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“Sometimes, if you want something great, you have to make a lot of sacrifices.” 

Two women meet the same man in prison and walk away with decidedly different impressions of him.

PLAYLIST!

PLAYLIST!

https://nataliabeylis.bandcamp.com/track/the-lighthouse-trembles

https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/mind-shifts

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/acqua

https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/not-in-our-name

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/vertigo

https://nataliabeylis.bandcamp.com/album/mermaids

https://ab-memoryscale.bandcamp.com/track/apr-s-la-pluie

http://soundcloud.com/zoroxxe/07-zoroxxe-revoluciones-micro

No More Underground by Sereptie, from the forthcoming Bone Pile EP

https://glitchbird.bandcamp.com/track/intemperie

https://russyoung.bandcamp.com/track/a-listening-voice

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/la-inmanencia-del-ser

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/tigre-de-papel-feat-king-klav

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/chanclas-de-mercurio-2

https://dialect-trax.bandcamp.com/track/sentimental-sedimentary

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/vertigo

https://eezzmmeerraallddaa.bandcamp.com/track/l-grimas-de-sangre-ii

https://banabila.bandcamp.com/track/the-process-from-birth

https://soundcloud.com/tambi3n/2-paisaje-oblicuo

https://timbertimbrefth.bandcamp.com/track/well-find-out

https://quixosis.bandcamp.com/track/chahuarmishqui-remastered-2

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The motto of the Aryan Brotherhood prison gang is “blood in, blood out."

During his 45 years in prison, Michael Thompson became one of the few people to leave the white supremacist gang alive — and to testify against it. But is Thompson a gentle soul trapped by a broken system, or, as his critics claim, a master manipulator who can’t be trusted?

Blood Memory, a new series from Love + Radio, grapples with that question. Winner of the Best Independent Nonfiction Audio Award at the 2025 Tribeca Festival.

The new season unfolds February 2. Subscribers can listen to the entire series a week early though, just sayin'.

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MUSIC ON THIS TRAILER!

H2O - The Inner Cave

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/the-inner-cave

vhvl - tree

https://rvng.bandcamp.com/track/treee

Timber Timbre - We’ll Find Out

https://timbertimbrefth.bandcamp.com/track/well-find-out

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I've been pretty obsessed with the idea of forgiveness the last few years, trying to tease apart when it empowers and when it becomes something that appeases the worst kind of behavior. So when my friend Katy told me about Wilma Derksen, a woman who chose forgiveness in the face of unimaginable tragedy, I had to figure out how she was able to do it.

PLAYLIST (in order of appearance):

https://blackdecelerant.bandcamp.com/track/three

https://isikkural.bandcamp.com/track/grown-one-iota

https://florelaurentienne.bandcamp.com/track/kamouraska

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/drop

https://isikkural.bandcamp.com/track/interlude-2

https://tambien.bandcamp.com/track/vespere

https://mlesprg.bandcamp.com/track/dock

https://rvng.bandcamp.com/track/father-of-light

https://mlesprg.bandcamp.com/track/synth-2-2

https://dialect-trax.bandcamp.com/track/half-moon

https://msage.bandcamp.com/track/crick-foam

https://florelaurentienne.bandcamp.com/track/fleuve-v

https://florelaurentienne.bandcamp.com/track/1991

https://paulineannastrom.bandcamp.com/track/morning-splendor

More information about Candace Derksen can be found here:

https://www.candacederksen.com/

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Originally published in 2018. RIP Adrian Street: 1940-2023.

The Exotic Adrian Street grew up in a three generation family of Welsh coal miners, but he wasn’t destined to be in the dark.

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Sarah found the perfect husband.

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