https://ia601508.us.archive.org/26/items/CLEP257FuckMyPlans/CLEP257-Fuck%20My%20Plans.mp3   Hello listeners. It's been a while, I've been playing music out in the world a little more, being with good people, trying to exercise some, playing some Nintendo, raising children, making new and excellent friends and other good things. People who've listened for a while will know there's a ton of depressing shit on this blog, hell and high waters, all that stuff, usual life stuff usually, as well as unusual horrific stuff maybe...? depressing stuff anyways, I'm not depressed anymore, far from, life is good, but my brain nearly had me wrapped in burning hell and fear of everything that has eyes for a while there, which is what this song is about, fuck that shit right? Anyways, apologies for the swearyness if that's not your fish in a kettle. To any folks reading this who've helped me be infront of people doing music, and are keen on collaboration and helping me out there also, and just to the people in my existence who are good solid excellent people, so many many thanks. Cesky Lives! Anyways, this may be the last episode for a bit, even though it's been a while between this and the last, (months?), I'm trying to share the creative load some, we'll see, but many many thanks also, to all the people, for your beautiful ears, (I'm sure they are....?), and time.   Here's a video/drawing to go with the tune:       PLUG: https://www.facebook.com/RAZEproductionz/ Open Mics, good times, check out the page and attend the things and meet the nice good people if you're a Rockingham-ite or nearby.   OTHER PLUG: https://cesky.bandcamp.com/ free albums.

  https://ia601501.us.archive.org/2/items/CLEP256StepLadder/CLEP256-Step%20Ladder.MP3   Hello listeners. No more weekly songs I don't think, just when they come, or maybe a weekly something, but nothing huge, this I made tonight and I could be in bed by ten, so that's completely alright, the whole thing is for fun and sharing thoughts and such anyways. Facts are factual however and I realise that my obsessive work distracts me from people, among other things, so I'm toning down some, a little, still music is my favourite thing though, pretty much, as far as things to do go. Anyways, this thing sounds sad, even the title is sad, I'm not sure where I sit with sad songs these days, but they don't seem like a terrible idea sometimes, so long as they feel nice to be played that makes them a distraction I think, there's joy to be had in it. Anyways, hopefully this thing, when listened to by you, doesn't bring down, that's not the aim really.   Cheers for your time and ears, here's a video to go with the tune:    

 

https://ia601507.us.archive.org/27/items/CeskyLivesEpisode255-doorMatBoy/Clep255-doorMatBoy.mp3   Hello listeners,this weeks tune is a collaboration I did with Elliot Careswell of The Milkmen, (excellent band, check 'em out: https://www.facebook.com/TheMilkmen01/). Did it a long while ago but never put it up anywhere because I thought it was maybe a little mean spirited, the mean spirit in it has since died and also the lyrics are fairly trippy things anyways so I'm just putting it out there anyways, as a back up tune for some time off while I'm moving house/packing up things and such and also because Elliot's tune for this song is alot of fun I think. Hope you enjoy, and thanks for listening, this week I did a colour drawing, took a while, but I had fun doing it, here it is taking shape with the tune over the top.


Have an excellent NYE, and also entire next year as best you can.  

https://ia601502.us.archive.org/11/items/CeskyLivesEpisode254-goldenStill/Clep254-goldenStill.mp3   Hello listeners. This weeks tune is a kind of a free thought experiment as far as the words go I guess, I can link bits of it to real life things but they don't piece together particularly well. Anyways, there's a positive feeling in it that comes from someplace so hopefully that translates. This is the kinda tune I'd like to fill up with layers of stuff and make sound lovely but for this thing, it's just a rough first recording, for slightly more polished stuff, (mostly), go to cesky.bandcamp.com, if you want to, free albums, totally free, downloadable and the like. Anyways, hope this is a nice listen, thanks for your time and ears.          

https://ia601505.us.archive.org/14/items/CeskyLivesEpisode253-h/CLEP253-H.mp3   Hello listeners, this weeks tune is an ad-libbed baritone uke finger picky thing about somebody I knew a while back who died, don't really wanna say who, not that anybody probably reads this, or knows me if they do, but if they do it's kinda maybe personal....? I dunno, if you know me and pick it I don't care so much I guess. Anyways, hope it's a nice listen, it was very freeing to just sit and do whatever and let it be.   Thanks for your time and ears, here's a video/drawing to go with the tune:    

  https://ia601502.us.archive.org/2/items/CeskyLivesEpisode252-englishTrees_597/Clep252-englishTrees.mp3  
Not sure what really to write about this one, so here's the lyrics, to speak for themselves I guess...:
 
ENGLISH TREES
So tired
so tired like the yellowed cutting blades of grass
our city council grows right by the ocean
so there’s soft fall for the kids
climbing up these English trees all knotted skin
watching over the families

with eskies full of sadness and anger
cigarettes and love disaster
all the people breathing
and out

so still
so focussed fully on my paper plate
my eyes
are wide and white like maybe I am ill
my knife and fork
sunk in my face
a pale white plastic moon
that cannot look
on you

nor shine down any kind of light on
the families with
their eskies full
of endless anger and sadness

She dangles softly in the sky
long sleeves in gripping fingers
indicating she has understood the night
a pale white plastic moon
a pale white plastic moon is crashing down
I hope you’re well
I hope you last a little longer than

the feeling
than the feeling
than the feeling
of breathing in and out

Thanks for listening, here's a video/drawing that goes with the tune:

   

  https://ia801507.us.archive.org/5/items/CeskyLivesEpisode251-probablyYouStillDo/Clep251-probablyYouStillDo.mp3   Hello listeners, this weeks tune is a real low end recording Dictaphone thing, a uke song but with book ends of a bit of a song my 9 year old son made up about the progression of man, kind of, I think..., seemed like that's what he was telling me anyways. Hope it's a nice listen, my words are about trying not to say negative things about anyone because it's maybe extremely unhelpful, and also about reconciling past things and not being cyclically complain-headed I guess, which we can all be, but I definitely can, somewhat.   Anyways, here's a video/drawing to go with it. Cheers for your ears.    

  https://ia601508.us.archive.org/19/items/CeskyLivesEpisode250-angryAngel/Clep250-angryAngel.mp3   Hello listeners. This weeks tune is about self hatred, religious people and bad experiences, it's not all negative though, I think it's actually fairly positive underneath, like a pointing out the ridiculousness of self hatred kinda thing, there's also a reference to The Omen in there, and the video for this week is a mashed up horror film thing with the scene referenced in it, if you can pick it in the layers and such, probably you can. Anyways, cheers to you for listening, indeed.   Here's the video:        

  https://ia601504.us.archive.org/22/items/CeskyLivesEpisode249-fridge/CLEP249-Fridge.mp3   Hello listeners,this weeks tune I wrote really venting about horrible things and I think it turned out kind of a little more hopeful than I thought, which is good. Anyways, hopefully it's a fun listen, cheers for your ears and time. 　 Here's a video/drawing to go with the tune:       https://cesky.bandcamp.com/    

  https://ia801502.us.archive.org/5/items/CeskyLivesEpisode248-kindOfAlright/Clep248-kindOfAlright.mp3   Hello listeners. This weeks tune is another Baritone Ukulele dictaphone recording, it's about people, trusting some of them, feeling shit but not giving in entirely to feeling shit, things like this. Maybe it'll make some kind of sense to you? Anyways, many thanks for your time & ears. Here's a video/drawing to go with the tune:    

  https://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=9022748825388480375#editor/target=post;postID=4521827476552017690   Hello listeners, this new recording method I'm using, acoustic and Dictaphone, seems OK really...? If anybody listening or reading has an opinion on the matter I'd be interested to hear, clo5dimly@hotmail.com.. Anyways, the song this week is about living inside of instead of outside of yourself, and being stuck with that, which inevitably, everyone always is in a way, you can't be your absolute honest self, you'd be a mean mean person. Joking kind of there but you get what I mean I imagine, anyways, sometimes you'd also be a great person who honestly compliments people about things that are actually admirable, point is, were all a little insane I imagine, not knowing really what anybody else is actually actually thinking......     ... .   . . . . ......  ----   . . .. . .?   Hope it's a fun listen anyways, I think it's a relatively hopeful little number. Here's a drawing/video to go with it: