The Deep End With Lecrae

Lecrae

Life is hard and things are going to fall apart at some point or another –especially when you’ve experienced trauma in your life. But the problem is that most Christians can’t be seen to have moments when they lose control or even struggle. By being honest with the challenges he’s faced, Lecrae is going to dive into the hard things no one else will face and talk about what life looks like when you go off the deep end. This show is not for perfect people or people who’ve never made mistakes. This show is for the rest of us who are just trying to pick up the pieces and find a way forward with vulnerability and honesty.

  • 1 hour 26 minutes
    He Stared In 1,000+ Adult Films… Now He's a Christian.

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    But behind the fame was a man quietly unraveling. In this raw and unflinching conversation with Lecrae, Joshua pulls back the curtain on what the adult film industry actually looks like from the inside, the suicidal ideation that nearly ended his life, a sexual assault in Paris he never told anyone about, and the moment a bank teller said his real name for the first time in 18 months and changed everything.

    Now a pastor, husband, and father, Joshua talks about what healing actually looks like after trauma, why porn has nothing to do with sex and everything to do with intimacy, and how a woman named Hope and a heavenly Father gave him back his identity. This one goes deep. Don't say we didn't warn you!

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    Chapter Markers

    0:00 - Cold Open

    1:17 - Introducing Joshua Broome

    3:06 - Growing Up Fatherless

    8:03 - First Exposure to Porn & the Spiral Begins

    14:44 - Chasing Fame in Hollywood

    21:26 - How He Got Recruited Into the Adult Film Industry

    28:47 - The Reality on Set

    40:08 - When Reality Started Breaking Through

    43:30 - 47 Friends Dead: The Industry's Hidden Toll

    45:16 - The Night in Paris & Suicidal Ideation

    51:47 - The Bank Teller Who Said His Real Name

    55:39 - Hearing the Gospel for the First Time

    58:46 - The Real Work of Healing

    1:00:21 - Marriage, Hope & Fighting the Lies

    1:10:22 - The Depth of Confession

    1:13:14 - What People Don't Know About the Adult Film Industry

    1:19:10 - Becoming a Father & Forgiving His Own Dad

    1:24:53 - Miscarriage, New Life & Choosing Hope Over Fear

    1:27:28 - Closing: Tell Somebody

    26 February 2026, 10:00 am
  • 1 hour 18 minutes
    Bible Scholar Schools Lecrae on LGBTQ+, Sexuality, and Gender

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    Preston shares how a rigorous study of Scripture led him to unexpected conclusions on two of the most emotionally charged debates in the church today: women in leadership and LGBTQ+ sexuality. We talk about his new book From Genesis to Junior — an honest, real-time exegetical journey through what the Bible actually says about women and church leadership — and why he didn't know where he'd land before he started writing it.

    We also get into the nuance behind yes-or-no culture, why "homosexuality is sin" isn't as simple a question as it sounds, the 83% statistic about LGBT people raised in the church, and what pastoral compassion actually looks like when someone asks "Did God make me gay?"

    This is a conversation about truth AND grace — not one or the other.

    Topics covered:

    • What faithfulness to Jesus really looks like
    • The debate over women in church leadership (complementarian vs. egalitarian)
    • Primogeniture, Genesis 1–3, and what Adam's creation order actually means
    • Same-sex attraction, celibacy, and navigating hard pastoral questions
    • Why Preston refuses to give thin answers to thick questions
    • The danger of cultural Christianity and sound-bite theolog

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    20 February 2026, 10:00 am
  • 59 minutes 34 seconds
    Kountry Wayne Has A DEEP Convo With Lecrae

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    We're talking about a man who lost his mom at 11, grew up surrounded by the drug game in Milan, Georgia, and eventually became a "doughboy" himself. But even when he was in the middle of all that, he never let what he was doing shake his faith in who he was.

    What We Dive Into:
    • The Exit Strategy: Wayne talks about how he was trying to get out of the streets the entire time he was in them, eventually picking up a Bible at age 24 and reading it from the beginning.
    • The Narrow Escape: He shares the wild reality of going viral while still "selling licks" and how he finally quit the game just one day before the feds knocked on his door.
    • Faith Over Fame: Why he isn't ashamed to scream the name of Jesus and why he feels he's "endorsed" by God rather than the industry.
    • Real Success: How he manages being a father of 10 and why he puts his business and family's well-being over the hollow parts of fame.
    • Regrets and Redemption: A transparent look at his biggest regret—not doing what he was supposed to be doing sooner—and how losing his mother taught him that nothing in this world is truly "real" except faith.

    "I just laugh through the fire... I knew I had a purpose and I just knew it was always tied to God."

    Wayne is a true innovator and a serial entrepreneur who used the skills he learned in the streets to build a kingdom-minded empire. This conversation isn't just about comedy; it's about the grit, wisdom, and divine timing it takes to change your life.

    Watch the full episode now to see how Wayne turned a mess into a masterpiece. _______________________________________________

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    13 February 2026, 10:00 am
  • 1 hour 33 minutes
    Christine Caine Almost Quit Christianity.
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    Reclaim your faith from OCD. Book a free 15 min call at https://www.treatmyocd.com/ In this episode of The Deep End, Lecrae sits down with world-renowned Bible teacher, author, and activist Christine Caine. Christine opens up about her powerful journey from being an "unnamed" child in Australia to leading a global movement against human trafficking.

    She dives deep into the reality of childhood trauma, the shocking discovery of her adoption at age 33, and how she learned to "rewire" her brain through the Word of God. Whether you are struggling with a "mother wound," navigating disappointment in church leadership, or feeling like you're in your own "Hell Week," this conversation offers a roadmap for moving from survival to a life of true, supernatural flourishing.

    In this episode, we discuss:

    • How to handle the "pain of recovery" after a life-altering injury or trauma.

    • The difference between a "well-managed life" and a supernatural one.

    • Why your history does not define your destiny.

    • Practical wisdom for the next generation of leaders in a social media-driven world.

    • Why the most fruitful decade of your life might still be ahead of you.

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    • Propel Women: Resources to help women activate their passion and purpose.

    • New Book: The Faith to Flourish — Available now.

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    00:00 Introduction to Christine Caine

    02:38 History of Trauma and Resilience

    03:33 Growing Up in a Greek Immigrant Home

    05:15 The Discovery of Adoption

    08:11 Unnamed Number 2508: A Crisis of Identity

    09:23 Renewing the Mind through Scripture

    11:48 From Numbers to People: The Mission of A21

    13:35 Seeking the Biological Mother

    15:16 "I Don't Want Any Trouble": A Mother's Voice

    19:23 The Pain of Recovery vs. The Pain of Injury

    21:42 Breaking Cultural and Family Expectations

    27:29 Marriage and Shared Purpose with Nick Caine

    34:51 The Wheel and the Oil: Balancing Life

    37:17 Avoiding a Well-Managed Life without God

    40:51 Having the Faith to Flourish

    44:56 Justice Work and the Hope of Christ

    52:43 Hell Week: The Choice to Keep Running

    57:21 The Danger of Tapping Out at 60

    59:42 Navigating Church Failure and Disappointment

    01:03:57 Responding Out of Wisdom, Not Wounding

    01:14:36 Advice for the Social Media Generation

    01:17:03 Deep End Questions: Misconceptions and Prisons

    01:23:24 Preparing for the Most Fruitful Decade

    01:27:54 Legacy and Handing Over the Baton of Faith

    01:31:53 Resources to Help Fight Human Trafficking

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    5 February 2026, 2:00 pm
  • 1 hour 7 minutes
    David and Tamala Mann Reveal the SECRET to A Successful Marriage

    What does it really take to survive marriage, ministry, fame, mental health battles, and faith... all at the same time? In this episode of The Deep End, Lecrae sits down with gospel icons, actors, and comedians David Mann and Tamela Mann for one of the most raw and honest conversations we've ever had. They open up about their nearly 40-year marriage, childhood trauma, poverty, blended family challenges, public scrutiny, depression, suicidal thoughts, and the faith that held them together when everything else was falling apart. From dumpster-diving as teenagers to standing ovations with Tyler Perry, from silent suffering to healing through therapy and prayer. This is survival, grace, repentance, forgiveness, and love that refuses to quit.

    If you've ever wondered:

    – How strong marriages are actually built

    – What faith looks like in depression, not just success

    – How to support a spouse who is drowning silently

    – Why therapy and prayer are not enemies

    – Or how God redeems the most painful chapters

    This conversation is for you.

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    Chapter Markers

    00:00 – When success hides silent suffering

    01:25 – Introducing David & Tamela Mann

    03:59 – Authentic faith vs. church perfection

    05:25 – How their friendship turned into marriage

    07:58 – Singing together before fame

    10:27 – Realizing adulthood and responsibility

    14:23 – Falling in love through friendship

    16:31 – Childhood trauma and broken homes

    17:50 – Dumpster diving and survival

    18:53 – Witnessing abuse and learning anger

    21:03 – Choosing marriage when divorce felt easier

    23:13 – The night the lights were shut off

    26:24 – "The knock at the door" — discovering another child

    30:02 – Choosing unity over jealousy

    33:39 – Feeling alone inside marriage

    37:08 – From Kirk Franklin to Tyler Perry

    42:36 – When the worst career moment became the best

    46:26 – Fame, generosity, and trauma behind the scenes

    49:16 – Working together as husband and wife

    55:03 – Depression, shame, and suicidal thoughts

    58:11 – "Thousands watched me drown"

    59:00 – A wife realizing she missed the warning signs

    01:01:37 – Therapy, boundaries, and healing

    01:04:29 – Faith that carries you through the night

    01:06:19 – Music, success, and staying grounded

    01:10:48 – Marriage as shared light, not competition

    01:14:09 – What's next for David & Tamela

    01:16:21 – Final words of hope and grace

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    30 January 2026, 10:00 am
  • 1 hour 34 minutes
    Lecrae, Trip Lee & Tedashii Reunite (The Real 116 Story)

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    In this special episode of The Deep End, Lecrae sits down with two of his closest friends and longtime collaborators — Trip Lee and Tedashii — for an honest, funny, and deeply reflective conversation about faith, friendship, calling, and the wild journey that brought them here.

    They rewind the tape on the early days of 116, talk about what it was really like building something that would later shape an entire movement, and reflect on what they didn't understand at the time — about leadership, influence, pressure, and God's timing.

    Along the way, they unpack:

    • How none of this was part of a master plan — and why that matters
    • The tension between calling and control
    • What leadership looks like when you don't actually want to be "the leader"
    • How God used imperfect people, imperfect theology, and imperfect moments to do something lasting
    • Why the impact often becomes clear only in the rearview mirror

    There are serious moments. There are nostalgic moments. There are hilarious stories (including tour chaos, bad pranks, and arguments that started because everyone was tired and hungry). But underneath it all is a deeper question:

    What does it look like to stay faithful over decades — not just seasons?

    This episode isn't just about music. It's about friendship that lasts, calling that matures, and a faith that grows deeper as it gets tested by real life.

    Whether you've followed these guys since the early 116 days or you're meeting them for the first time, this conversation is a reminder that God rarely writes straight lines — but He does write meaningful stories.

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    26 December 2025, 11:00 am
  • 54 minutes 53 seconds
    DC Young Fly Has An Unfiltered Convo With Lecrae

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    DC Young Fly opens up like never before.

    In this conversation, he speaks honestly about losing his wife, navigating grief, and what it means to stay obedient to God when life doesn't make sense. This isn't about fame, comedy, or success—it's about weakness, discipline, faith, and learning how to respond when everything changes.

    DC shares why he leans on God, how obedience has kept him from crashing out, and why mastering your response matters more than trying to control the outcome.

    This is a raw, vulnerable look at loss, love, and faith in the middle of pain.

    Let's go to the Deep End!

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    19 December 2025, 11:00 am
  • 1 hour 26 minutes
    Her Pastor Was Secretly Dating Her Boyfriend

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    I'm sure you've never heard a story like this. Brenda Palmer doesn't do "church talk." She does honesty.

    In this episode of The Deep End, Lecrae sits down with Brenda Palmer for a deep conversation on what it actually looks like to follow Jesus.

    We talk about:

    • When her pastor had a affair… (with her boyfriend)
    • Singleness as "undivided" devotion—without treating marriage like the finish line
    • Staying pure
    • The Greek life / "denouncing" conversation, deliverance language, and where conviction ends and fear-mongeing begins
    • What Brenda's building next

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    12 December 2025, 11:00 am
  • 1 hour 34 seconds
    I'm Definitely Getting in Trouble for This

    Lecrae goes fully unfiltered in this episode—breaking down the AI-Christian music debate, the motives behind viral posts, political fatigue, Christian persecution, racialized narratives, and the cost of actually following Jesus when culture co-opts faith for its own agenda.

    From Forrest Frank's comments… to AI artists… to Epstein files… to Nigeria… to Chicago crime narratives… to why Christianity keeps getting used as a weapon… to Kai Cenat publicly praising Jesus—Lecrae processes it all in real time. No script. No PR filter. Just raw, honest reflection on a chaotic week online.

    If you've ever wondered "How should a Christian think about all this?"—this episode goes there.

    Let's go to the Deep End!

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    5 December 2025, 11:00 am
  • 1 hour 9 minutes
    The Divorce Story Toni Collier Never Planned to Tell

    This one got real. Toni Collier came on The Deep End and opened up about her story in a way that honestly stunned me. We talked childhood trauma, addiction, abusive marriages, infidelity, church hurt, losing everything, rebuilding from nothing, and how Jesus met her in the ashes.

    She let us into the parts most people hide… the parts she had to grieve her way through while still being a mom, still trying to follow Jesus, still trying to breathe. And what I love is that she didn't come here pretending. She came here healing.

    If you've walked through betrayal, divorce, heartbreak, or just feel like you're carrying more than you can hold.

    Toni's new book Don't Try This Alone is all about why we need people, and after this episode… you'll get why.

    Lean in. There's real hope in here.

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    28 November 2025, 11:00 am
  • 1 hour 4 minutes
    How KevOnStage Navigates Hollywood Without Losing His Soul -

    In this episode, Lecrae sits down with the one-and-only KevOnStage for a raw, hilarious, surprisingly vulnerable conversation about fame, faith, Hollywood, fatherhood, grief, marriage, ambition, and what it means to stay grounded when the whole world has an opinion about your life.

    Kev opens up about the early days of his career, why contentment matters more than clout, the pressure of being a public Christian on the internet, and how he learned to stop defending himself to strangers. He talks navigating Hollywood without losing his convictions, dealing with public grief, raising kids while staying sane, and why laughter has become a form of healing after losing his brother.

    They unpack the Den of Kings tension with NLE Choppa and Jonathan Majors, the viral Ray J back-smack moment, growing up churchy with no real guidance, and why so many Christians privately break the rules they publicly preach. Kev also shares behind-the-scenes of Churchy, his new show Safe Space, and how marriage, purpose, and heartbreak have shaped the art he makes today.

    If you love honest conversation, cultural insight, deep faith reflections, or you just want to laugh until you cry…this one is special.

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    21 November 2025, 10:00 am
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