Cults to Consciousness

Shelise Ann Sola

<p>Stories of claiming independence after leaving high-control groups.  <br><br>Hi!  I’m Shelise Ann Sola— former devout Mormon.  On C2C we dive deep into the nuance of culty organizations.  From Mormonism, FLDS, Scientology, and Jehovah's Witnesses, to cults featured in popular docu-series, I interview cult experts, survivors, advocates, therapists, way-showers, authors, and more, to uncover how they find independence and healing through awareness and true individual sovereignty. <br><br>New videos weekly! <br><br>If you'd like to support the channel, consider becoming a patron!<br>https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness<br><br>Co-Producer Jonathan C. Rosales (@methodbox)</p>

  • 1 hour 5 minutes
    Intel on FLDS Trafficking Girls at Night (preparing for marriage) ft. Growing Up in Polygamy

    Warren Jeffs, the polygamous prophet of the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, who is currently in prison, has been “leading” his saints in questionable directions. Including not allowing married couples to be intimate and not allowing anyone to marry. We now have credible intel that the FLDS is preparing to start marriages again. This comes with reports of FLDS girls who disappear from their “apostate” parents’ homes immediately after their 18th birthday and cutting off all contact, as they are moved to different locations run by the cult. More information by Sam & Melissa from @GrowingUpinPolygamy  

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    Website: https://www.growingupinpolygamy.com/

    Instagram: @growing_up_in_polygamy

    Email: [email protected]

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    1 April 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 1 hour 17 minutes
    Elizabeth Smart Recounts Her Kidnapping (9 months as a plural wife)

    In 2002, 14-year-old Elizabeth Smart was kidnapped at knifepoint from her bedroom in Salt Lake City by Brian David Mitchell and his accomplice, Wanda Barzee. She was held captive for nine months, survived repeated SA, and was forced to live in camps across Utah while being disguised in public. In 2003, she was finally recognized by alert bystanders and rescued, leading to the arrest and conviction of her captors.

    Today, Elizabeth Smart is a survivor, author, and chiId safety activist. She founded the Elizabeth Smart Foundation, which focuses on preventing chiId abuse, supporting victims, and promoting recovery. She also works as a public speaker, advocates for legislation to protect children, appears in media to raise awareness, and has written books including her most recent “Detours”. She is married, has children, and continues to be a prominent voice for survivor empowerment and child safety.

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    Elizabeth’s book: Detours

    Find Elizabeth on social media!

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/elizabeth_smart_official

    Website: https://www.elizabethsmart.com/ 

    Foundation:  elizabethsmartfoundation.org

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    30 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 59 minutes 50 seconds
    'Bachelorette' CANCELLED After Mormon MomTok Leader Taylor Frankie Paul’s DV Video

    Mormonism has been a hot topic in pop culture the past couple years and not necessarily in a good way. Following the fame of the hit tv show “Secret Lives of Mormon Wives”, the self proclaimed creator of #momtok , center of the swinging drama and “queen bee” of the group, Taylor Frankie Paul was awarded the coveted role of “Bachelorette”. The entire season was filmed and set to premiere tomorrow March 21st, but on Thursday March 19th, the show was pulled by ABC executives following video evidence of a violent encounter between Taylor and her ex Dakota. Join Shelise and @TheAmandaRaeGrant who give details about the situation and their opinions on it. 

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    YouTube:  @TheAmandaRaeGrant      

    IG: @amandaraegrant

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    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

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    27 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 47 minutes 27 seconds
    BREAKING: Joseph Duggar ARRESTED After CONFESSING to CSA (ft. Preacher Boys)

    BREAKING: Former reality TV TLC's "19 Kids and Counting" star Joseph Duggar is facing a CSA charge in Florida, almost five years after his brother Josh, who also starred in the TLC show, was convicted of downloading CSA images. Joining us is Eric from @PreacherBoys Podcast to give us the full scoop. 

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    Watch our original interview with Eric here

    Find and support Eric!

    Website: https://www.preacherboyspodcast.com/

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@PreacherBoys

    FB: https://www.facebook.com/preacherboysdoc/

    IG: @preacherboysdoc 

    TikTok: @preacherboyspod 

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    25 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 52 minutes 49 seconds
    Confronting My Polygamous Cult at a Funeral (ft. Amanda Rae Grant)

    Escaping a cult and finding peace on the outside is one thing, but what happens when you feel obligated or even required to go back into the same environment that harmed you for so long? Amanda Rae was born and raised in The Order, a polygamous offshoot of Mormonism known for its incestuous marriages. Barely an adult, she escaped and made it her mission to expose the Order while helping other members find their way out. However, a death in the family led her back into the belly of the beast, where she had been shunned and cut off, forced to face the people and places that left physical and emotional scars. 

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    Find Amanda:

    YouTube: @TheAmandaRaeGrant     

    IG: @amandaraegrant

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    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

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    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    23 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 57 minutes 28 seconds
    David Archuleta’s Painful Secrets: American Idol, His Father’s Obsession with Him, and Coming Out

    A raw and powerful coming-out story from the beloved American Idol finalist traces David Archuleta’s journey from closeted Mormon teen to global pop star to openly queer man, revealing the hidden pressures of fame, the weight of religious expectations, and the courage it takes to live authentically. At just seventeen, David Archuleta rose to national fame as the runner-up on American Idol season seven, captivating millions with his angelic voice. Behind the scenes, however, he was struggling with a truth he feared would destroy everything: he was attracted to men—and a devout member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. As David matured, he struggled with obsessive religious perfectionism, shame around sexuality, and deep internal conflict about being gay within the LDS Church. His missionary experience and therapy helped him recognize patterns of emotional abuse and unhealthy conditioning. Despite direct conversations with top church leaders, he felt they lacked understanding of LGBTQ issues and often avoided confronting the harm caused by church policies. 

    David recounts what it was like growing up with a domineering father who controlled every aspect of his career and reveals the emotional abuse and inner turmoil that he says plagued his childhood. Ultimately, David reached a breaking point and experienced a powerful moment of self-acceptance, allowing him to embrace his identity, step away from rigid beliefs, and redefine spirituality on his own terms. His story highlights themes of autonomy, healing, faith, mental health, and the courage to live authentically.

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    David’s book “Devout: Losing My Faith to Find Myself”


    Find David on Social media!

    FB: https://www.facebook.com/davidarchuleta

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/davidarchie/

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    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    18 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 1 hour 27 minutes
    My Stolen Childhood Inside the Twelve Tribes Yellow Deli Cult

    Born into the secretive and highly controlled world of the Twelve Tribes, Meleah never knew life outside the group. From her earliest memories, every part of her existence was regulated—what she wore, what she thought, how she spoke, and even how she played. Childhood was not a time for imagination or freedom. It was training. In this isolated communal society, children were raised to obey instantly and without question. Play was replaced with productivity. Even family bonds were fragile, as parents could be sent away at any moment, leaving children to be raised and disciplined by strangers within the community.


    As Meleah grew older, she began to see the cracks in the system. She realized that the utopia she had been promised was built on fear, manipulation, and silence. At just 17, she made the terrifying decision to escape. But freedom came with its own challenges. Thrust suddenly into the modern world, she faced overwhelming culture shock, loneliness, and the painful process of rebuilding her identity from nothing.

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    Watch our interview with Meleah's sister, Rebecca

    Find Meleah on social media!

    The Sister Act Podcast website (submit questions or episode request): https://thesisteractpodcast.com/

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/theunscripther/

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSisterAct25

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    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    16 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 53 minutes 21 seconds
    Twelve Tribes | Yellow Deli Cult: Pregnant Teen Held Hostage Away From Her Husband

    At 15 years old, Rebecca was a highly devout member of the Twelve Tribes— an isolated cult compound that had strict gender roles, extreme corporal pun*shment and high religious expectations. She was hand- selected to marry one of the leader’s sons, in an attempt to shackle him to the group. After struggling with fertility for a few years (which came with its own shaming and blaming), she got pregnant and things were looking better. However, one day her husband tried to escape with a 17 yr old teen girl and once caught, Rebecca was forbidden to see him or even speak to him. She was taken to Georgia where she was isolated during her pregnancy and forced to give birth on a sailboat in the middle of summer. It would take months before she was allowed to reconnect with her husband again. 

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    Watch pt 1 of Rebecca's interview

    Watch our interview with Rebecca's sister, Meleah

    Find Rebecca on social media!

    The Sister Act Podcast website (submit questions or episode request): https://thesisteractpodcast.com/

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/rebecca_thesisteractpodcast

    FB: https://www.facebook.com/people/Rebecca-Nichols

    TT: https://www.tiktok.com/@thesisteractpodcast

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSisterAct25

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    Find us on Social media!

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    Host Instagram @sheliseann 

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ 

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    11 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 52 minutes 8 seconds
    Twelve Tribes: My Arranged Wedding at 16 Re-enacted Becoming the Christbride

    Drawn to the Twelve Tribes in the 1970s by its promise of spiritual purity, communal support, and moral family values, Rebecca’s parents became deeply embedded in a system that demanded complete obedience and surrender of autonomy. Rebecca was one of the oldest of the second generation in the cult, which meant a lot of experimentation was done to determine the fate of other children. At 15 years old—a highly devout member— she was chosen to marry one of the leader’s sons, to attempt to shackle him  to the group. Her wedding included group reenactments complete with demons, running from the woods, a crowning ceremony and unwavering submission as an “unworthy woman”. She thought she could escape her abusive and highly controlled childhood with daily corporal punishment by getting married. The reality was far worse. 

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    Watch pt 2 of Rebecca's interview

    Watch our interview with Rebecca's sister, Meleah

    Find Rebecca on social media!

    The Sister Act Podcast website (submit questions or episode request): https://thesisteractpodcast.com/

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/rebecca_thesisteractpodcast

    FB: https://www.facebook.com/people/Rebecca-Nichols

    TT: https://www.tiktok.com/@thesisteractpodcast

    YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSisterAct25

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    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness 

    Host Instagram @sheliseann 

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ 

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    9 March 2026, 1:00 pm
  • 1 hour 7 minutes
    Inside Assemblies of God: Turning Devoted &amp; Faithful Teens into Submissive Servants

    Elise Delamare recounts her experience growing up and serving in the Assemblies of God, describing a progression from sincere spiritual calling into a high-control, ab*sive ministry environment. Systemic issues such as authoritarian leadership, intense emotional and physical “boot camp” training, fear-based obedience, boundary violations, s*xual misconduct mishandled by leadership, and psychological manipulation was framed as spiritual discipline. Over time, these practices led to trauma, burnout, and loss of personal autonomy. The culture and leadership structures allowed ab*se to persist unchecked, ultimately prompting her to leave and advocate for awareness, accountability, and healing for others with similar experiences. 

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    Find Elise on social media!

    TT: https://www.tiktok.com/@truth.in.the.sanctuary 

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/truth.in.the.sanctuary/  

    Share your AG story: https://aganonymous.com/ 

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    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness 

    Host Instagram @sheliseann 

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ 

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    4 March 2026, 2:00 pm
  • 1 hour 6 minutes
    Isolated in a Russian Cult Commune in the Woods

    At 15, Maria’s parents willingly gave her to Russian cult leader Sergey who would marry her off to a man she despised. At 16 she was alone, hidden in a swampy woodland at the commune without electricity or running water, struggling to survive and raise her newborn in a tent during winter. She details everything she had to do to get food and water against all odds.  

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    Watch our initial interview with Maria

    Find Maria on Social Media!

    Substack:  https://myworldprism.substack.com/

    IG: https://www.instagram.com/myworld_prism

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    Venmo @sheliseann

    Find us on Social media!

    Instagram @cultstoconsciousness 

    Host Instagram @sheliseann 

    Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_ 

    TikTok @cults.to.consciousness 

    Twitter @cultstocon 

    **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.**

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    2 March 2026, 2:00 pm
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