This week, Jake and Bob welcome John Edwards, a fellow guy in the pew, to share his raw and redemptive journey from addiction and secrecy to finding his identity in God. From outward success and hidden cocaine use to the devastating loss of his mother, John reveals how grief, shame, and a longing for affirmation shaped his choices—and nearly destroyed his marriage and family. He opens up about the masks he wore, the lies he believed about God as a harsh judge, and the panic attacks that finally exposed the prison he was living in. With honesty and courage, John recounts the night he chose confession over isolation, and how mercy began to break through years of self-reliance and despair. If you've ever felt abandoned by God or buried under your own failures, this conversation is an invitation to bring your whole story into the light.
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00:00 Introduction
04:05 The Masculine Ache for Belonging
13:44 Wearing Masks and Chasing Connection and Power
21:22 Honoring Our Past Selves
23:10 Losing His Mother and God
30:03 Powerlessness and Rage
33:40 Resisting Comparison and Facing Your Story
38:40 John's Secret Comes Out and Meeting God in Jail
59:05 Resources
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This week, Jake and Bob reflect on a few topics that were discussed during a recent "Holy Desire" Priest's retreat with the JPII Healing Center. They discuss the connection between communion with God and the removal of pain, how woundedness redirects good desires, and why coping strategies are not usually virtuous. Jake and Bob also answer a few questions received from priests at the retreat, such as—Am I using wounds as an excuse for sin? What is the difference between soul ties and enmeshment? And should I share my wounds with my parents?
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00:00 Introduction
06:34 What does "I Experienced Healing" Mean?
13:40 Can the Way I Cope with a Wound Actually be a Virtue?
18:42 How are Disordered Desires Formed?
29:36 How Do I Find the Holy Desire Behind My Sin?
35:55 Am I Treating Woundedness as an Excuse for Sin?
42:54 What is the Difference Between a Soul Tie and Enmeshment?
51:07 Should I Share My Wounds with My Parents?
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This week, Jake and Bob conclude their series on deliverance and healing by welcoming Fr. Boniface Hicks, OSB to the show. Together, they explore deliverance, not as a fixation on removing darkness, but as the ongoing work of living in the freedom of God's love. Fr. Boniface reframes spiritual warfare using the analogy of relationships and stories, and how our identities are shaped by our understanding of truth and love. They address common fears and misconceptions about spiritual warfare that have been fueled by culture and the practical role of prayer in helping us find the freedom Christ desires for us.
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00:00 Introduction
03:10 The Basics of Deliverance
08:58 Deliverance is the Process to Freedom
16:00 Our Fascination with the Spiritual World
24:01 The Subtle Movements Away from Good Lead to Disintegration
34:27 The Battle for Our Stories
43:46 Do Our Prayers Have Power?
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This week, Jake and Bob welcome Dr. Sean Tobin, author and psychologist, to explore the reality of spiritual warfare and deliverance ministry. Dr. Sean reframes deliverance not as a battle to fear but as a process of centering our hearts in Christ. They discuss how fear, self-reliance, and isolation fragment the soul, why the simplicity of love and praise is more powerful than you think, and the proper balance between technique and communion. This is a hopeful conversation about spiritual battle, one rooted not in fear, but in confidence in a Father who relentlessly pursues healing, wholeness, and communion with His children.
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00:00 Introduction
03:03 Dr. Sean's Background
09:59 Learning About Spiritual Warfare Can Help Increase Our Faith
16:16 How Fear Plays into the Enemy's Hands
21:37 Isolation, Self Reliance, and Distrust are Part of Spiritual Warfare
26:38 Authority and the Power of Suggestion
31:48 The Effects of Simple Practices
41:43 Technique vs Relationship with God
49:01 Words of Encouragement as You Enter the Battle
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This week, Jake and Bob discuss the relationship between healing, deliverance, and spiritual warfare. They explore the nature of spiritual strongholds (patterns of thoughts or beliefs that oppose the reality of who God is) and why these strongholds often obstruct emotional and spiritual healing. Jake and Bob also nuance the distinction between ordinary and extraordinary experiences of grace and how the supernatural is hidden within the quiet or ordinary moments. Finally, they address the role of spiritual authority within the Church, the importance of recognizing your own authority, and why authentic healing flows from relationship with Christ rather than technique.
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00:00 Introduction
03:02 Engaging in a Spiritual Battle as a Catholic
12:21 How Do We Pull Down Strongholds in Our Life?
18:21 The Supernatural isn't Exclusive to Extraordinary Moments
25:11 Ordinary and Extraordinary Dynamics in Healing and Deliverance
34:56 The Difference Between Human and Angelic Intelligence
43:55 What are the Different Levels of Authority in the Church?
57:43 How Can We Exercise Our Authority?
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This week, Jake and Bob are joined by Jason Evert, a Catholic speaker, author, and expert on the Theology of the Body. Together they explore the history of gender theory, how contraception shifted culture, and why it's important to root our identity in God. They also discuss how wounds and unmet needs are often tied to the experience of gender dysphoria and how our culture avoids addressing the source of suffering.
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00:00 Introduction
02:36 How Jason Discovered the Theology of the Body
05:35 The History of Gender Theory
15:45 When the Body is Made the Problem
23:54 Addressing the Experienced Suffering
29:51 Same Sex Attraction and Finding Your True Identity
38:33 How to Share the Truth without Using Truth as a Weapon
46:44 They Need to Trust You Before They Will Trust Your Ideas
54:33 Resources
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This week, Jake and Bob discuss identity: why it matters, how it is formed, and its role in the healing process. We live in a fallen world with an enemy who spreads lies that can send us down paths far from the truth of who we are. Through questions like "Who am I?", "Whose am I?", and "Do I belong?" Jake and Bob explore how to reclaim our God-given identity and rest in the freedom of living in that truth.
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00:00 Introduction
08:05 "What Am I?" and " Who Am I?"
21:58 The Struggle Against My God-given Identity
29:34 Do I Belong?
39:57 The Path to Finding Your Identity
48:12 Maturing Within Your Identity
55:23 The Purity of Love
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This week, Jake and Bob explore how inner healing is rooted within the tradition of the Catholic Church. Drawing from the Catechism, they discuss the three expressions of prayer—vocal, meditative, and contemplative—and how each form is incorporated within the inner healing process. Far from being a psychological exercise, inner healing comes from a deeply relational encounter with Jesus and restores the whole person so we might live in deeper communion with Him.
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00:00 Introduction
04:18 Inner Healing is Rooted in Scripture and Tradition
06:45 Vocal Prayer
13:21 Meditation
22:45 What to do When We Distrust Our Human Hearts
31:12 Contemplative Prayer
This week, Jake and Bob welcome Dr. Shane Owens to explore how desire, the heart, and theology work together for our good, through the lens of St. Augustine's Confessions. Dr. Owens breaks down St. Augustine's healing journey and how by understanding the desires motivating our actions, we are led into deeper communion with God. They also discuss how memories shape our view of reality, why we distrust a good God, and what the Scriptures teach us about our identity.
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Chapters:
00:00 Introduction
02:56 St. Augustine's Healing Journey
13:52 Connecting Desire, the Heart, and Theology
26:02 Every Sin is Counterfeit Beauty
35:05 Why We Distrust A Good God
43:06 Allowing Desire to Guide Even When We Aren't Satisfied
48:05 Memory Shapes How We Perceive Reality
58:05 Restoring the Glory Through Childlike Trust
This week, Jake and Bob begin a two part series on desire and how it relates to sin. They discuss how sin arises from a desire for good and how our woundedness shapes these patterns of sin. Rather than suppressing our desires, Jake and Bob reflect on the goodness of desire and the importance of rightly ordering it through prayer. Through personal stories and movie references, they end by walking you through practical ways to identify the holy desires beneath your struggles.
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00:00:00 Introduction
00:03:23 Sin Arises from a Desire for Good
00:11:32 Self-Reliance, Deadly Wounds, and the Anatomy of a Wound
00:16:52 We Cannot Escape Our Desire for God
00:20:29 The Integration of Virtue and Desire
00:22:56 The Battle of Desire
00:32:14 Awakening or Killing Right Desire
00:36:13 Can Movies Reactivate Desire?
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This week, Jake and Bob welcome Fr. Matthew Rolling to the show to discuss healing through the lens of Thomistic philosophy. The path to healing isn't a straight path and sometimes our experiences in life cloud our perception of reality. Fr. Matthew explains why philosophy helps us find truth and how it can redirect us when we become confused within our healing journeys. They also explore how sin affects healing, the role of our passions, and the importance of grace.
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00:00:00 Introduction
00:04:09 The Importance of Philosophy in Healing
00:09:08 The Error of Experiences Defining Reality
00:15:44 Understanding the Human Person as Body and Soul
00:22:13 The Relationship Between Sin and Wounds
00:25:20 Passions, Emotions, and Apparent Goods
00:34:30 Trauma and the Healing Process
00:41:57 Dealing with Desire, Fear, Joy, and Sorrow
00:47:42 How Grace and Virtue Lead to Healing
00:57:01 Discerning Truth in All Things
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