This article accompanies Part Two of our podcast conversation.

In this episode, Larry, the Wisdom Keepers and I continue the exploration that opened last week, allowing the implications around pain, authority, and long-range decision-making to unfold more fully. The conversation is spacious, candid, and goes into places that are difficult to capture in writing alone.

You can listen to Part Two of the podcast here:

https://www.drivingtotherez.com/p/when-pain-wraps-your-timeline-second

Part Two: Authority, Scale, and Long-Range Perception

Once we stop treating discomfort as a verdict, a different question appears.

Not How do I feel right now?But What actually is my long term purpose if it’s not simply body comfort or pleasure?

This is where the conversation deepens.

Because the issue isn’t pain itself. Pain is information. The issue is what happens when pain is given authority over time.

How Timelines Quietly Collapse

Timelines rarely collapse through dramatic failure. More often, they compress through a series of reasonable, well-justified choices that prioritize immediate relief. And sometimes by making one huge life changing decision that concentrates on body comfort instead of a broader awareness and information around the results.

How do we know when we went for short term pleasure, over long term plans? The future becomes shorter. Options thin. Movement slows. Not because something went wrong, but because our future plans were never consulted.

This is what timeline distortion looks like in real life. Not chaos, but a contraction between what we say our long term plans are, and our choice for short term pleasure.

The Difference Between Sensitivity and Authority

Sensitivity is not the problem. Being a sensitive person is not the issue here. In fact, it’s a strength.

The problem arises when sensitivity is mistaken for leadership. When our discomfort and pain, or the pursuit of pleasure are allowed to lead us. Whether they are emotional, physical, mental or egoic relief or pleasure that is being sought.

The body reacts to change, uncertainty, and unfamiliarity as potential threats. That reaction is honest. It is also incomplete. The body cannot see context. It cannot weigh the consequences across years. It cannot perceive trajectory. That is something it depends on you, the soul, to do for it.

Yes, your Body depends on your Soul for context, for long term trajectory, for information and choice outside immediate comfort and pain.

When bodily signals are obeyed rather than interpreted, authority quietly shifts from awareness to reaction. Being reactive is something we want to overcome because reactions always choose now over later. And being reactive never served us.

Why Discomfort Often Appears at the Threshold

Discomfort frequently arises at moments of expansion, not because something is wrong, but because something is unfamiliar.

New environments, new roles, new responsibilities, and new ways of being all disrupt established patterns. The nervous system registers this disruption as stress, even when the direction itself is coherent.

If discomfort is treated as a stop sign instead of a signal, growth stalls.

Scale Changes Everything

Soul wisdom operates at scale.

It considers not only sensation, but timing. Not only emotion, but consequence. Not only relief, but direction. Scale allows discomfort to be placed inside a larger frame, where it can be understood without being automatically obeyed. I am not saying here to invalidate your pain and discomfort, but to see it in the larger context of your long term plans and desires.

When scale is restored, the future becomes clear and your plans take precedence.

I will stop now and let you get onto Part Two of the podcast. I hope you enjoy our continued conversation this week, it certainly has been very expansive to record.

Inelia

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

When Feeling Good Becomes the Goal Instead of the Compass

Have you ever heard someone, maybe yourself, say “I checked, and my body said no.” When it comes to making an important decision?

Larry and I were talking on our drive home after the Looking at 2026 call about a pattern we’ve seen again and again, not just in others, but in ourselves. When faced with decisions, even important ones, people often choose based on pain avoidance. The deciding factor isn’t what’s best long-term, but whether something feels comfortable or uncomfortable in the body. That choice feels reasonable. It’s also quietly costly. This will often evolve into a Catch-22 situation, always feeding itself into unending circles that have us spinning on our wheels and not getting anywhere. An example of these spinning wheels when we fall for the body decision making by avoiding pain is when the “higher” self will place us in super painful situations in order to shift us to do something else. Like poverty and bad credit ratings, for example, used to stop us from a shopping addiction. Left field! I know.

The Body Is Brilliant — and Not in Charge

I’ve spoken at length about why body-based resonance and dissonance are not enough to “truth” something even though our body is excellent at finding what is true and what is not. Sensations and emotions can be influenced by unconscious programs, fear responses, or the body’s own agenda. However, even though the body is excellent at seeking comfort and relief and we can use that tendency to find what is true from what is false, the body is not designed to evaluate long-term outcomes that include life changes. The body is designed for the here and now comfort cue, illustrated sometimes by the saying, short term pain for long term gain used to push through discomfort in order to achieve, perhaps, better physical fitness. Body says NO, but WE know better.

Another dramatic example is substance addiction: the body prioritizes numbness or pleasure despite the soul knowing the long-term consequences can be catastrophic. The body will tell the person that the truth is that if they have a few drinks, their pleasure and comfort will increase. Yup, it’s true! A short term pleasure for a long term pain, again an instance where the body doesn’t see long term results as relevant.

A quieter example is turning down a better job because being the new person feels uncomfortable, even though staying put limits the person’s growth. The body is telling the truth when saying that staying with what is familiar is less stressful (in the short term - the body can’t see long term).

In both cases, comfort wins. Wisdom loses.

Why Feeling Good Was Never Meant to Make Life Decisions

I use bodily sensation as a guidance system in very limited ways. It helps me find lost objects or navigate while driving without an address. For that, it’s precise and useful.

But it does not work for life decisions. Change is uncomfortable. Growth disrupts equilibrium. New directions activate fear and uncertainty in the body. If comfort were the deciding factor, no meaningful transformation would ever occur.

Short-Term Comfort Is Not the Same as Long-Term Wisdom

The phrase “the path of least resistance” often gets misused. What people actually follow is the path of least discomfort. Because change triggers resistance in the body, the mind, and even our co-creators, choosing comfort often results in staying still. The familiar feels safer than the unknown, even when it leads nowhere.

“I wanted to move to a high-frequency community, but it rains there all the time and my body can’t stand the rain.”

Basing the entire decision of where to live on their body comfort, disregards the entirety of their experience and relationship with their community. Figuring out when it’s fear of pain, or rain, making the decision, or an intuitive guiding system is a fine line. Let’s learn how to discern what is what when it comes to body discomfort.

How the Nervous System Prioritizes Relief

The body is wired to reduce pain and avoid stress. Discomfort signals danger. The instruction is simple: stop, withdraw, avoid. This system is essential for survival. It is not designed for strategic decision-making. When the body leads, long-term considerations disappear.

In our present society, we are taught and wired for instant gratification and endorphin hits. Breaking through the discomfort of change is not something that is encouraged or taught in school. And even the places that teach it, like boot camp in the armed forces, it is done in ways that also include brain washing and following orders that push us past our humaneness. Or cramming for final exams, harsh and hard and uncomfortable, but teaches short term memory of useless data over long term wisdom or discernment.

In other words, our society does not teach us any high-frequency reason or way to push past discomfort in order to see a clear long term road ahead.

Wisdom Sees Further Than Sensation

The body can provide valuable data, but only when framed correctly. Sensations help refine questions. They do not provide answers. Wisdom holds context. It sees timing, consequence, and trajectory. When wisdom leads, the body eventually recalibrates. We have to take this into consideration when dealing with body discomforts as we make our long term decisions.

One of the reasons why bodies react so heavily to long term decisions that require change is another aspect of society that is encouraged to disempower us. That is the aspect of teaching people to make decisions on their own (or their spouse if they are married), not as a group or tribe. Group or tribe decision making is so corrupted in society that we have been taught to distrust it absolutely. Huge financial and intellectual investments go into manipulating decision making of leaders and groups of people, making them think they are making good long term decisions when in fact the decisions were made for them. And yes, those manipulations are all comfort/discomfort based. All our bodies are involved in this; emotional, mental, ego, energy as well as physical.

I am not giving us an “out” or “excuses” for letting the seeking of comfort and pleasure be our main decision making tool. I am bringing this information into our awareness so that we can understand what is happening and we can pivot from our previous disabling habits and into empowered ones. Let’s understand what we are doing and not fall into the blame-game here.

Why Listening Only to the Body Shrinks Futures

Somatic information is useful, but it must be interpreted, not obeyed.

Periods of high stress, fear, or loss are especially poor times to use bodily sensation to guide decisions. Emotional processing comes first. Otherwise, fear quietly becomes the decision-maker. And if there’s something more limiting than choosing comfort, it’s choosing from fear. Making long term and life decisions is by default a stressful time for our bodies.

So, who is in charge?

The body is an extraordinary instrument for navigating a physical world. It is fast, sensitive, and deeply invested in survival. But it was never meant to be a long-term strategist.

When we hand authority to comfort or pain avoidance, we don’t stay safe. We stay small, through thousands of reasonable-seeming choices that favor relief and pleasure over direction.

Discomfort, fear, mental spinning, and emotional exhaustion do not automatically mean we are doing something wrong. They often mean we are doing something new. Whether it is wrong or right needs further work and exploration.

The mistake is not feeling these signals. The mistake is letting them decide for us before we can figure out what they are saying.

When the body is under stress, the task is not to reorganize our lives around eliminating those sensations. The task is to restore clarity, process the charge, and step into a wider field of awareness where decisions can be made with context, timing, and purpose intact.

From that larger awareness, the body can be met with care rather than obedience. Comfort can follow. But it does not lead.

Our mission and long term goals don’t respond to how comfortable we feel and how much pleasure we are getting moment to moment.

High-frequency reality responds to who is in charge. Make sure it’s you.

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

Part 2 of the Podcast Conversation

If Part 1 is about realizing where you stand,Part 2 is about what it takes to stay there and not get pulled into the dark.

There are only two ways forward

even when the world pretends there’s more

I will stand inside the rising

I won’t fracture anymore

I won’t carry every choosing

I won’t wear another’s fear

I let the light within me rise

and become what’s real from here

This is where the song becomes less poetic and a real tool we can use— not in a “do this” way, but in a lived, embodied way. This conversation continues, giving you more information about what we see in 2026, and what this song embodies for all of us. And how to use it throughout 2026.

Because standing isn’t a moment.

It’s a relationship with yourself and the reality you are co-creating moment to moment. And how you affect the entire world.

Your Mantra. Say it out loud when you catch yourself indulging in negativity, victim aggressor, blame, fear, all the dark frequencies.

“The light within rises and takes form - through me”

(Disclaimer: no Fairies were harmed or killed in the making of this podcast! - listen to the end of the Wisdom Keeper hour to understand this joke - or not a joke… maybe it’s real?)

Podcast Part 2: Staying Steady Without Hardening

In Part 2, we talk about:

* Why doing without alignment to your true self becomes exhausting this year

* Why 2026 exposes reality in a non-linear fashion.

* What we do when we think we failed. Tools that take us out of negative indulgence instantly.

* What does Lemuria have to do with it?

This episode tends to land differently depending on when you listen to it — and I actually love that. It tells me the conversation is interacting with timing, not belief.

Wisdom Keeper Hour (Subscriber Conversation)

In the Wisdom Keeper Hour for Part 2, we move into territory I don’t usually speak about publicly:

* Longer-range implications that became visible during the December 31st live stream

* How the STAND frequency carries beyond what we think is “real”

* Why some paths close cleanly, while others simply fade away

* What holding your position actually requires — energetically, emotionally, relationally and practically

This isn’t instruction.It’s confirmation. Well, maybe it is instruction. Or even orders. Marching orders.

For many individuals, families and communities, this part puts words to decisions they’ve already made — or truths they’ve been quietly circling. It’s a remembrance, really. Remember. Stay in the light.

A Note From Me to You

STAND isn’t about defiance.It’s about presence and who you truly are and why you are here. It acknowledges the struggle we will be facing when we can’t influence those we love to choose the light. When they refuse to release power over others, victimhood, aggressor or savior energies. When they get sick and refuse to heal.

These two podcast episodes — and the Wisdom Keeper Hour conversations that follow them — are an invitation to listen beneath the lyrics, beneath the year ahead, and beneath the noise, to that place where choice becomes obvious and self-betrayal and fracturing becomes unnecessary. The place where your truth resides and remembrance is yours to hold.

2026 responds quickly.

Where you stand matters.

I KNOW you’ve already chosen. I see you.

Inelia

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

Introducing the Two-Part Podcast Conversation

I want to tell you why this song exists and why I gave it away to everyone who participated in the Looking At 2026 call last December.

I created this song with my heart, my clarity, allowing the light within rise and become truth — and I’m presenting it to you, one lightworker to another. Yes, YOU.

STAND didn’t come from a regular songwriting session. It came from a moment of stillness while I looked at what was coming ahead, as I prepared for the Looking at 2026 live stream on December 31st, 2025. The work for these annual calls begins weeks in advance, but there is a line in the sand, close to the end of the year, where everything becomes clear. That familiar moment where something lands so clearly that it doesn’t need embellishment. The line in the sand.

The song arrived as a compression of everything that showed itself for 2026. Not the details. Not the predictions. The core frequency underneath it all.The core energy that drives all lightworkers forward, to stand. To be.

That’s why I wanted to continue the conversation into a two-part podcast to STAND — because there was far more in it than could be said in the live stream or even in the lyrics themselves.

Yes, STAND is a song.

“I feel the ache of watching others

pull themselves apart to choose

but I was never meant to follow

every road that leads away from truth”

Why STAND is Different

If you’ve listened to the song and felt strangely steady afterward — even if nothing in your outer life changed — that’s not accidental.

STAND isn’t about pushing forward or digging in your heels. It’s about recognizing where you already are, who you already are, energetically, and refusing to fragment yourself to keep pace with a large population that’s accelerating into chaos and darkness.

During Looking at 2026, one thing became very clear to me:this isn’t a year that responds to effort — it responds to coherence. It responds to who we are and why we are here.

Standing is not passive.Standing is precise.

Your Mantra. Say it out loud when you catch yourself indulging in negativity, victim aggressor, blame, fear, all the dark frequencies.

“The light within rises and takes form through me”

Podcast Part 1: Recognizing the Stand

In Part 1 of the podcast, I talk through:

* How the song STAND reflects the main pivot that showed up when we looked at 2026

* How to remain steady without becoming rigid or defensive

* What “standing” actually means energetically — beyond the metaphor

* How music can sometimes say the truth before language catches up

This episode is meant to help you notice yourself — not fix anything, not decide anything — just notice where you’re already standing, even if you haven’t named it yet.

Wisdom Keeper Hour (Subscriber Conversation)

For those of you who join us in the Wisdom Keeper Hour, the conversation goes deeper and quieter.

We explore:

* The subtler meanings and energies embedded in the song

* What sat beneath the surface of the public-facing 2026 fronts

* Why is it time for you to take a stand?

* How Larry and the panelists are using this new information and the changes that have already become apparent in their personal lives.

This part isn’t about learning something new.It’s about remembering what you already know.

If you missed the live call, you can buy it here and listen to the music. If you were present, the music file and lyrics are already in your email inbox.

Inelia

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

On Dec 31st 2025, we had our traditional live call: “Looking at 2026”.

Thank you for making this happen! We broke our previous record for a live audience with a total of 186 people on the call. These are participants who chose to be with us on New Year’s Eve! Yay!

Note: This is a re-run of Episode 225

Every December, I send a newsletter on how to deal with your family and friends during the holiday season. I also send a link to the video I made several years ago, to help you with it. This year, we will also have a podcast about it.

Make sure to listen to the podcast as well as the second hour with our panelists to get the best experience while you also support our work.

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

An Invitation to Listen

This episode continues the conversation that unfolded during the live Q&A for The Source Code of Manifestation.

Together, we explore the questions that arose in real time as the material landed, revealing how understanding deepens once the surface layers give way.

Larry joins the discussion without having taken the class, but after spending time with the music chant on its own. His experience offers a revealing contrast: what shifts when sound engages awareness before explanation.

Alongside him, panelists who completed the class share their moments of clarity, the internal recalibrations they noticed, and the new questions that emerged as the work integrated.

We also introduce the idea of the Inheritance of the Light Jedis. Not as mythology, but as recognition. A capacity that becomes accessible with clarity, responsibility, and expanded awareness.

This episode isn’t a recap. It’s the Q&A carried forward.

If you’re curious how manifestation looks when it moves beyond theory and into lived experience, this conversation opens the door.

Listen in →

Hear the questions that emerged during the Source Code of Manifestation Q&A.

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

Every year, right at the edge of the calendar turning over, we gather for something that has become equal parts tradition, adventure, and high-frequency reconnaissance mission: the annual “Looking At…” livestream call with yours truly, Inelia Benz.

If you’re new here: welcome!If you’ve been with me for years: yes, we’re doing it again, and yes, you know to bring your cup of tea, some snacks, your notebook, and this year possibly a seatbelt.

This December 31st, 2025, we’ll be doing what we’ve done for almost a decade now. We are looking at the global plans, frequencies, trends, surprises, and opportunities waiting for us in 2026. And if history is any indication… it’s going to be both illuminating and unnervingly accurate.

A Quick Flip Through the Archives

Some of you remember the early years of these calls, when it was just me, a mic, and a radio host asking, “so, Inelia… what can you see for next year?”

From there it grew into a yearly ritual.Then a community event.Then a “you better do this call, Inelia, or else!”

I am not sure what the “or else” is about, never bothered to ask. Maybe this is a question I will ask Larry and the Wisdom Keeper panelists during our drivingtotherez.com podcast :)

Every year, we’ve covered everything from energetic shifts and geo-social trends, to personal sovereignty waves, to those delightful timeline hiccups that only make sense six months later.

And—let’s be honest—sometimes we’ve said things that sounded more than a little insane at the time… only to watch them unfold precisely, dramatically, and occasionally with popcorn-worthy timing. Remember the nanobot filled needles going into arms by their own hands, one? Talk about crazy. Not crazy. Real. And deadly.

Last Year’s Call: Looking at 2025

Ah yes. The Dec 2024 call was about 2025. Remember that one?

We talked about:

* 1. Politics

* 2. ETs, UFOs and religion

* 3. Covid & jabs

* 4. AI

* 5 Finances

* 6. Mystical seeings

* 7. Miscellaneous

* 8. Cards (Yes I do a card reading for the year to come)

And then 2025 very politely said: “Hold my tea while I...”

I’ve received so many messages this year from people saying things like:

“Inelia, HOW did you know?”“That thing you mentioned? It happened exactly like that.”“I literally made a major life decision because of what came through on the call.”“When the crisis you mentioned hit, it didn’t affect me because I knew what it was really about.”

Which is why I always remind you—these calls aren’t predictions, prophecies, or doom scrolls.They’re what our human collective is planning during this world split. The plans are carried out and how it affects us personally is all down to understanding what is happening. The real reasons behind the news items. Some of the plans have been implemented for decades. Some are brand new. The plans from the dark-side are loud and obvious when they come about, but the ones from the light? Not so loud. Just a rumbling under our feet, pushing us to take responsibility for the job we came here to do.

Think of it as checking the weather before we go for a hike, but for reality itself. Rain won’t stop your hike, but you will wear rain gear and won’t get soaked. And have a great time.

Why This Year Is a Big One

2026 isn’t a small year.It isn’t a filler year.And it isn’t a “just keep doing what you’re doing and hope for the best” year. It is not a year you can enter unprepared.

No.

2026 is a pivot point—one of those years where the work we’ve been doing, individually and collectively, starts showing up in visible, tangible, no-more-excuses ways. If we prepare for it, we will have huge results at the physical level of reality.

This upcoming live call will explore things like:

* Where the split’s trajectory is heading (and where it’s wobbling)

* The high-frequency opportunities ready to anchor and how to do it

* The places where awakened individuals need to pay attention to and what to do about them.

* What’s dissolving

* What’s rising

* And where your personal power plugs directly into the global momentum

* No spoilers here… but if you’ve ever wanted a clearer map, this is the year to have one.

As tradition dictates, I will be taking a look at both the dark/light side of the split as well as the light side and what we can do to both accelerate the split and solidify our light in the physical Universe.

Why You Should Join Live

Could you watch the replay? Of course.But the live call has a different frequency to it—because you are part of shaping it. All my calls are dictated by what energies the audience brings. This is not an unknown. The more people in the call, the broader the seeing can become. So, don’t be a passive listener of the recording when it pop up in my store, but an active participant of the live call itself.

The group energy always influences what the WE chooses to highlight. Did I mention that his year the WE will be more active during the call?

Questions asked, topics requested, shifts in the field… all of it adjusts the information in real time.

Plus, starting the new year in a high-frequency container with a global community? Not a bad way to say goodbye to the old timelines and “hello, 2026, we see you.”

And - yes, we will absolutely keep it practical. You’ll walk into 2026 with clarity, confidence, and a sense of “I’ve got this… and I know where I’m going.”

Join Us on December 31st, 2025

Make yourself comfortable. Prepare your favorite drink. Open the door to a whole new year with intention, awareness, and connection.

This is one of my favorite gatherings of the entire year, and with 2026 being the pivot it is… you’ll want to be there, live, on the line, with us.

Let’s look at 2026 together — clearly, consciously, and with just the right amount of humour.

Subscribe to the Wisdom Keeper Hour or get a One Time Ticket

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

This week, something unusual happened. Larry and I were listening to a major podcast when the guest began describing a military man who remembered being recruited at age 13 — into a psychic program no one was supposed to know about.

It echoed the very material I’ve disclosed in Team Whisper and Interview with a Psychic Assassin.

He wasn’t in the base I had been in, but his story matched the structure, purpose, and technology: the weaponization of psychic abilities, intelligence-gathering work, and mind-wipe protocols.

What interested me even more is why this is surfacing now… and how tightly it’s being woven into the UFO disclosure agenda.

This year has already matched the “Looking Ahead” markers, and 2026 is lining up fast.

Larry and I listened to a podcast where a known documentarian was sharing his journey during his most recent documentary about UFOs (or as they like to call them, UAPs now). Near the end of his interview, he mentioned a particular military man who had started to recall having been recruited into military service at age 13, which in the USA is illegal.

“I think they are talking about Team Whisper,” Larry said.

“It sure sounds like it,” I answered.

Of course, Team Whisper is a novel, so there was no way he was part of it. But what Larry was referring to was the real-life recruitment and weaponization of psychic children around the world.

I have addressed this issue in two of my novels, Team Whisper and Interview with a Psychic Assassin. They are both revelatory of what has been happening to many kids around the world.

The interviewee didn’t mention the military man’s name, but he did mention that there would be a memoir published by him under a pen name, “xxxx”.

Having a physical (or digital) rendering of his story, and a name — even though it is not his real name — I was able to scan for the military man and found him.

A couple of things became obvious. He did not appear to be in the same base I had been at as a kid.

Oh, did I tell you that those novels are based on real-world events?

However, even though he was not in the same base, it appears that he was indeed part of a similar organization and had very similar aims and goals — the goal being the weaponization of psychic abilities.

His branch appeared to be more on the intelligence-gathering side of things: Remote Viewing, bilocation, expansion of awareness, and correct interpretation of data.

One of the interesting parts of this whole thing was that he also left at 17 and was recruited later, as an adult, into the conventional military. It was also interesting that he and his relatives were mind-wiped when his childhood participation was over.

The reason he started having memories return was because he had a medical condition that affected his brain. When he checked with his mother, she confirmed that his father had taken him into the military at age 13. He also found documentation in his father’s old things to support his returning memories.

For me, it was interesting that this kind of revelation is coming out right now on major mainstream outlets. Yes, the podcast was from a show with millions of listeners around the world.

When I looked at it, and at how it had been tightly wrapped into the UFO disclosure programs, it made me wonder about how this is all going to look in 2026. For sure, this year of 2025 has had all the main points we looked at during our Looking Ahead call, including more mainstream revelations around UFOs and clear links to fear, religion, and the Larger Earth.

In my books Team Whisper and Interview with a Psychic Assassin, I disclosed the types of connections the organizations that recruit children have with what we call ETs and their technology.

Just a reminder: make sure to sign up for our second hour, the Wisdom Keeper Hour, to access the “Looking at 2026” call on the 31st of December 2025.

If you prefer not to get a subscription, you can buy a ticket for the call here.

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

PTSD is said to be a pandemic all over the world. Although a lot of what doctors diagnose as PTSD is for profit, as in to sell medication, a great deal of it is also real.

If past trauma keeps looping and affecting you in your life, this might be the most important thing you read today.

Your soul has its reasons — and they’re not what you are usually told or in any way a positive reason. For example, I have heard many people say that their trauma happened to make them a better person and to learn positive lessons in their life. These are untruths taught to them to accept negativity. The soul’s reason is much more basic than that.

This does not mean you have PTSD. The symptoms of PTSD are severe and very intrusive affecting your life over everything else. The majority of the population is experiencing stress and anxiety, not PTSD. However, this article will help you either way and will give you tools to deal with what needs to be resolved at this time, no matter the intensity of the issue.

Here is my attention, though: many lightworkers experienced heavy trauma in this lifetime. This happened because they stepped into a warzone. Now, it is time to release all those traumas. There are a couple of ways a person might drop their traumas. One pretty dramatic way some will try is to drop the life they are in — meaning, die — and start again, but that comes with the very high possibility that they will bring all their traumas back with them in their next life. There are, thankfully, other ways. One way is to work through the hurt and get to the other side of the trauma or PTSD.

Here is the thing: even though there should be no difference between healing a small hurt and healing a trauma that causes PTSD using the fear processing exercise, there is a big anchor created through those traumatic experiences that the body and soul hold on to and resist dissolving. This body and soul resistance is what makes a trauma take so much time and effort to dissolve. Small hurts are not held on to by the soul.

I was very surprised that this dynamic exists when it comes to big trauma. Why would a soul hold on to it? What is the reason behind it? I can understand, to a certain degree, why a body might hold on to a trauma — but a soul? Why would a soul resist dissolving or removing a big trauma?

I ask these questions not to psychoanalyze or create theories or explanations. I ask them because I want to shed light on this dynamic. As we let the light within rise and become form, we cannot hold onto trauma — we must release it. If we hold on to it, it will hurt physically and energetically, as it causes a point of resistance in the flow of light energy.

My life has been overly traumatic. The experiences I had from before I was born all the way to adulthood were, by all accounts, extreme in the negative sense. Although they disabled me to a large degree in my capacity to function in this life, I managed to get through life anyway.

The fear-processing exercise was a tremendous help in 2006. It helped me go from waking up every day in a state of absolute terror and petrified with fear (a normal PTSD symptom), which would take hours to overcome before I was able to move my body out of bed, to waking up with just some harsh memories and thoughts. It helped me go from extreme vigilance and scanning for attacks and dangers every moment of every day to a background stress and tension of dread. The processing exercise also helped me see the lighter side of life and recognize darkworkers better so I could stop interacting with them.

Overall, this exercise made a massive difference in my life. I can say that I am now more functional than the great majority of the human race who have gone through trauma. For example, other people who have gone through harsh circumstances are riddled with addictions and incapacity to function on a daily basis. Many are dead, having committed suicide.

But that’s not enough.

During our workshop at the Shamanshack this year, we explored a cleansing method to deal with deep, dark programs and bundles of energy — some that we may have carried from lifetime to lifetime. This sets us up for many physical, energetic, and soul-level benefits.

Then I finished and released the class The Source Code of Manifestation: Unlocking the Quantum Core of Creation. This class brings us to a place where we cannot hold onto any type of hurt or trauma if we choose to achieve the goal we came here with: to embody the light paradigm on Earth. This class requires a large level of commitment.

Unfortunately for me, this meant that all the trauma I had put aside for “later” — because “it wasn’t affecting me that badly” — now has to be addressed. As the light started rising through me and taking form, I felt a great deal of pain in my physical body. Knowing that pain during light flow means resistance, it became clear that this was not something I could ignore. It is like ignoring chronic physical pain. You can do it and you can function normally — I know, because I lived that way for many years — but it’s not truly dealt with . And you are definitely not functioning from your highest potential, but only a faint image of your true self.

So how come there is such a resistance by the soul and body to remove the big pain?

Spiritual traditions and modern psychology show us several aspects that contribute to this. The core of the issue is fear. The body and soul lock into survival and protection mode on a permanent basis, bundling that damaging experience and making sure it doesn’t happen again. The situations that created the trauma can be so complex and varied that a person becomes a walking danger detector. Hypervigilance, stress, fear, and negativity then abound.

In the light/dark paradigm, the type of situations that caused deep trauma are considered normal even though there is nothing normal or common about them. However, as we start to let the light within rise and take form those layers of fear and protection bundles become highly incompatible. They hurt physically and often mentally, energetically, and emotionally. On the one hand, the body and soul are in protection mode; on the other, the energy cannot easily pass through those low-frequency modes, so it causes pain. The body and soul then increase the resistance because “obviously” the layer of protection is not strong enough — and so the spiral continues. Generally this will end the light from rising, lead to dropping your purpose for incarnating and firewalling or avoiding healing. Massive resistance comes up to stop the pain by stopping the apparent cause. But we can’t stop, as light working light beings stop allowing the light to rise and take form. We just can’t.

One of the interesting aspects is that usually at this level of engagement — where fear and stress are involved — only the body is engaged. However, with trauma, the soul is also engaged. When we see this, we must remember that the awareness level of our soul is at the viewpoint of the singular self. The oversoul (higher self) is not involved. And a singular-level soul can and does carry a subtle body of experiences, desires, and programs from moment to moment and life to life. It desires survival, and combined with the body’s survival imperative, these form a compounded lump of energy stuck in our field and bodies. This affects every single one of our bodies (emotional, ego, physical, energy, and mental).

I separate the bodies to make working with them easier. When we work on strengthening each body, it so happens that we also affect all the others. Because in truth, none of them are separate from each other. Not even the soul is separate from our physical body in all its expressions, but tethered to it — affecting it and being affected by it.

My article would not be complete without me providing a path to solving the issue. So how do we convince the body and soul that all is well? That the danger is over and we can now chill and relax? That we can stop being hypervigilant and stressed?

Continue using my fear and stress processing exercises. These will help no matter what level of hurt you are experiencing. Also use the exercises and the music in The Source Code of Manifestation: Unlocking the Quantum Core of Creation class. In fact, stop listening to any music with degraded lyrics and replace it with high frequency light filled music like what I have created at ineliarecords.com.

And if you are carrying PTSD-level hurt, be gentle, get help in a form that truly heals your soul/body relationship and doesn’t just hide the symptoms — and if you feel any burning or pain in your bodies, slow down as you allow the light within to rise and take form. Be kind to yourself. Know and understand that you are healing and need more TLC (tender loving care) than you normally would. Stay on track and know that this too will pass.

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.

Today I wrapped the final recording of my brand-new class, THE SOURCE CODE OF MANIFESTATION: Unlocking the Quantum Core of Creation — and let me tell you, this one took me places.

Working with WE-level awareness (my expanded consciousness) is always powerful, but translating that level of information into human words? That’s endurance training. It’s exhilarating, full of aha moments, radically expansive… and also the kind of work that melts your brain in the best possible way.

This class came through differently than anything I’ve ever created before. I had to develop new ways to translate, structure, proof, and refine WE information without diluting it. Thankfully, new tools helped me review the text and polish the audio without losing a single thread of meaning.

We’re also including a companion workbook edited by Dr. Kara Consigli to help you absorb, integrate, and apply the teachings.

And as a bonus, you’ll get a brand-new manifestation chant recording — designed to bypass limiting programs entirely so you can get straight to manifesting LIGHT FORMS on Earth.

Even writing about this class puts me in an altered state. The information itself has a frequency — and reality bends a little when you work at this depth. (Typing coherently becomes optional.)

One of the most surprising parts?

Realizing how much information surrounds us every moment… information about the physical universe, the non-physical realms, and even beyond the universe, which we normally can’t perceive at all.

Most manifestation teachings stop at thoughts, feelings, and beliefs.This class goes past all of that. It goes to the level where reality is written.

You’ll learn how to:

* Access the quantum substrate beneath physical reality

* Identify the “lines of code” that generate your experience

* Rewrite them consciously

* Remove the darkness that blocks effortless creation

* Connect with the source point of manifestation — a living, intelligent field that responds instantly to your frequency

I’ll be talking more about this on our podcast at DrivingToTheRez.com, where Larry and the panelists will also share how they’ve begun applying this source-level work in their own lives.

Their experiences alone are worth listening to — and they bring angles and insights that even surprised me.

Ready for the deep dive?

Click over to the podcast and join the conversation.

The discussion doesn’t stop here - listen to the full podcast episode for unfiltered insights from Inelia and our panelists.