Narcissist Apocalypse

Domestic Violence Network

Giving a Voice to Survivors of Toxic Relationships, Narcissistic Abuse, & Domestic Violence.

  • 1 hour 23 minutes
    Maeva & The Dehumanizing Physical Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Maeva shares her story of surviving emotional, physical, and sexual abuse at the hands of her narcissistic partner. Very quickly, the physical abuse began and Maeva was in survival mode. Maeva lived in confusion about what was going on. She became isolated, manipulated, and gaslit into staying silent. Maeva lived in fear. She was just doing her best to survive.

    It's a story of isolation, survival, dehumanization, physical abuse, sexual coercion, sexual abuse, intergenerational trauma, support, healing, put downs, self worth, self esteem, gaslighting, fear, shame, guilt, ptsd, health issues, and children.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode graphically discusses Physical Abuse, Sexual Coercion, & Sexual Abuse. ***

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

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    3 March 2025, 12:00 am
  • 46 minutes 37 seconds
    Rerelease: The Early Warning Signs of an Abuser & Is This Abuse?

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse Q&A, Brandon discusses Lundy Bancroft's early warning signs of an abuser and is the way you’re being treated abuse. Plus he discusses the cycle of abuse, patterns of abuse, gaslighting, triangulation, jealousy, intimidation, control, sexual coercion, hypocrisy, blame shifting, devaluation, and much more.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - Physical Abuse, Sexual Coercion, & Sexual Assault is mentioned in this episode. ***

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

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    28 February 2025, 3:40 pm
  • 1 hour 18 minutes
    Poppi & The Controlling Demand Man | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Poppi shares her story of surviving twenty years of abuse at the hands of her controlling husband. Poppi met her husband when they were young, and even though he was showing controlling behavior early on, she felt pressure to be with him, which felt like an obligation after he kept showing his dedication to her. But this dedication was just a mask. Poppi's husband didn't love her. He only cared about controlling her. 

    It's a story of Intergenerational Trauma, Control, Jealousy, Anger, Isolation, Silent Treatment, Sexual Coercion, Sexual Abuse, Suicidal Ideation, Entitlement, Walking on Eggshells, Double Standards, Impossible Expectations, Moving Goal Posts, Being Good Enough, Blame Sifting, Demands, Intimidation, Sleep Deprivation, Kernels of Truth, Setting Boundaries, Future Faking, Visualization, Survival Mode, Ptsd, and Healing.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode discusses Sexual Coercion, Sexual Abuse, and Suicidal Ideation ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

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    24 February 2025, 12:00 am
  • 1 hour 48 minutes
    Rerelease: Simon & The Emotionally Stunted Narcissistic Father | Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon aka Chad talks with Simon about growing up with an emotionally stunted narcissistic father. It's a story of fear, identity issues, low self everything, and family adoption secrets. Plus they discuss, alcoholism, rage, anger, learned helplessness, adhd, scapegoats, nature vs. nurture, emptiness, parenthood, being good enough, and much more.

    *** Part of the episode did have microphone issues but they got sorted 1/4 of the way through. Hopefully the noises here and there don't annoy you. ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    21 February 2025, 12:00 am
  • 1 hour 15 minutes
    Lori Lee & The Abusive Neglectful Father | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Lori Lee shares her traumatic childhood experiences, detailing her father's controlling behavior, her mother's addiction, and the chaotic family dynamics. Her father was emotionally distant and physically intimidating, while her mother, Penny, struggled with addiction and mental health issues. Lori was sent to live with her grandmother due to her mother's condition, only to be taken by her dad to live with him and her resentful new stepmother.

    It's a story of triangulation, adoption, divorce, addiction, anger, tantrums, hiding in plain sight, neglect, resentment, loneliness, fear, moving goal posts, erasing your identity, trust, support, intimidation and physical abuse.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode discusses physical abuse. ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

    To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here.


    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    17 February 2025, 12:00 am
  • 1 hour 33 minutes
    Rerelease: Caroline & The Sexually Coercive Religious Abuser | Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Caroline thought she met her Christian Prince Charming, and for 3.5 years, their dating life was near perfect. However, once they were married, Caroline's Christian Prince Charming quickly turned into a sexually coercive boundary pusher who couldn't bare the thought of Caroline loving their child more than him. 

    It's a story of caretaking, isolation, guilt trips, sexual coercion, self gaslighting, exhaustion, PTSD, gaslighting, minimization, people pleasing, religious beliefs, wearing someone down, coparenting, and much more.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode discusses sexual coercion in graphic detail throughout the episode. ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    14 February 2025, 1:30 pm
  • 1 hour 20 minutes
    Mo & The Intimidating Narcissist | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Mo shares her story of dating a patronizing narcissistic abuser. Mo came from a divorce, and it was something that always affected her. So when her ex showed up with three kids, it was her chance to comfort them in their time of need. However, it didn't take long for her ex to abuse her emotionally and physically. 

    It's a story of gaslighting, intimidation physical abuse, suicidal ideation, suicide threats, lock outs, double standards, walking on eggshells, blame, patronizing, mr. right, losing yourself, financial abuse, moving boundaries back, putdowns, flip flopping, shame, smashing things, verbal abuse, threats, and ptsd.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode discusses physical abuse, suicidal ideation, and suicide threats. ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

    To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here.


    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    10 February 2025, 12:00 am
  • 1 hour 42 minutes
    Rerelease: Roxy Goes No Contact With Marialand | Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Brandon talks with Roxy about growing up with a narcissistic mother who was a pathological liar. It's a story of caretaking, trauma, questioning reality, only child guilt, and letting go. Plus they discuss, validation, addiction, death, neglect, rage, the healing process, infidelity, security, fears, theft, fraud, jail, and much more. This episode may be a family story, but even if you're in a relationship, you'll feel what Roxy has to say. She's infectious in a good way.

    *** Trigger Warning - This episode mentions physical abuse and a situation where Roxy's mom tries to get her to marry a man she's having an affair with. ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    7 February 2025, 12:00 am
  • 1 hour 19 minutes
    Nelly & The Water Torturing Abuser | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Nelly shares her story of being in a relationship with a jealous abuser. Nelly met her ex on a dating app and was taken by his initial charm, however, his behavior then deteriorated, marked by jealousy, manipulation, and emotional abuse.

    It's a story of double standards, boundaries, jealousy, isolation, put downs, minimization, sexual coercion, gaslighting, low self esteem, addiction, abandonment, misogyny, and infidelity.

    *** CONTENT WARNING - This episode discusses sexual coercion. ***

    *** The audio quality of this episode is not the best due to the devices of the guest. Our apologies. ***

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

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    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    3 February 2025, 12:00 am
  • 1 hour 30 minutes
    Rerelease: July & The Abusive Communication Manipulator | Domestic Violence & Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, July shares her story of abuse at the hands of a manipulative narcissist. July thought she met the perfect man, but he turned out to be the perfect wolf in sheep's clothing. By exploiting July's biggest strength, July's ex turned it into her biggest weakness, which almost cost July her life.

    It’s a story of anxious attachment, communication manipulation, avoiding confrontation, toxic masculinity, sexual coercion, & the support of your friends. Plus they discuss, the silent treatment, stonewalling, gaslighting, guilt, shame, trauma, nightmares, rage, blame shifting, conforming, peacemaking, crazy making, believing the lies you're told, doubt, and much more.

    *** TRIGGER WARNING - This episode discusses graphic descriptions of sexual coercion and physical violence. ****

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

    To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here.


    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

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    31 January 2025, 1:35 pm
  • 1 hour 38 minutes
    Molly, The Abusive Mother, & The Minimizing Narcissist | Narcissistic Abuse

    In this episode of Narcissist Apocalypse, Molly shares her journey of narcissistic abuse spanning three generations, involving her mother, ex-husband, and daughters.

    It's a story of intergenerational trauma, re-enactments, emotionally immature parents, people pleasing, financial abuse, withholding, silent treatments, parental alienation, gaslighting, neglect, boundaries, minimization, healing, radical acceptance, support systems, and self-validation.

    If you want to be a guest on our survivor story podcast, please click here or send us an email at [email protected]

    To help out our podcast, please fill out our listener survey, click here.


    PODCAST RECOMMENDATIONS:

    Perfect Prey With Dr. Christine Cocchiola | Click Here

    The Covert Narcissism Podcast | Click Here

    Something Was Wrong | Click Here

    When Dating Hurts Podcast | Click Here

    If you or someone you know are experiencing abuse, you are not alone. DomesticShelters.org offers an extensive library of articles and resources that can help you make sense of what you're experiencing, connect you with local resources and find ways to heal and move forward. Visit www.domesticshelters.org to access this free resource. 

    If you need help moving due to domestic violence, Shelter Movers may be able to help you. They operate by referral. Clients may be referred by any person of authority (social worker, doctor, police, crisis counselor, teacher, etc.) or public agency (shelter, hospital, school, workplace, place of worship, sexual assault centre, etc.).  To reach them, click here.

    Join our new Community Social Network at https://community.narcissistapocalypse.com/

    Join our Instagram Channel at https://www.instagram.com/narcissistapocalypse

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    27 January 2025, 12:00 am
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