Aloha, pod people! Jeremy Vaeni here. Welcome. This is the official podcast of ourundoing.com. No New Age. No religion. Just a mirror and some raw truth. Just waking up to wholeness. Together. If you're hearing it here episodically, it means Our Undoing members are binging the entire season right now. I'd be less vague about what the show is, but each season is going to present something different, so get ready--but don't get too comfortable. This one requires attentive listening.
The season finale of Our Undoing Radio ends on a somber note as a duck named Chocolate has passed away. You can imagine where that jumping off point lands us. Actually, you don't have to imagine it. The answer is but a click away. Shall we stick the landing together?
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It's time to admit it: We are stuck on a pendulum swinging back and forth while tricking ourselves into believing we're going somewhere. Evolving. Becoming permanently better people and societies. We're not. In fact, we've taken a heel turn. How do we undo ourselves? Same message, different angle coming atcha!
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Cult leaders. Sometimes they get bits and pieces right when it comes to spiritual enlightenment and kundalini. But is it because they know from experience or from learning? If it's from experience, how can they twist it to their own selfish, and often malicious, ends?
Osho was right about something major. But he manipulated it to guide people into following him and using his "meditation" system. Let's see what it is!
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The title says it all. Let's have the courage to address 'em!
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A listener asks if this is the worst time to publish a book on Kundalini. Then Deepak Chopra shows up in the Epstein files and, well... yeah. But also, no. It's both and here's why....
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More importantly, though, please listen to this episode without distraction. Listen to it again. I think if you really hear the parts that are not about Deepak and kundalini yoga cults, something in you will unlock. I'm handing it to you on a platter, you just need to listen quietly and openly with legit curiosity to transcend the pendulum. But remember not to want that... even if you do. Let that want go and really listen.
AI. Artificial Intelligence. The future is here. Are we winning yet? Also, what's it like trying to sell a book of kundalini truths to a brainwashed crowd way into having my kundalini experience? Let's just say there's a better chance of having a deep discussion with a chatbot. But let's say it longer and more interesting than that in this episode!
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Is the phenomenon known as alien abduction a modern version of spiritual awakening people have gotten through religious figures for thousands of years? Well, there certainly are comparisons to be made. You may have even heard some of them. Not these. Get ready! This is only the beginning!
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They say laughter is the best medicine. And they're right, whether they're talking about everyday situations or even the everything-is nondual mind living in the sorrow of an everything-is-not-okay dualistic world. But who are they to begin with? Actually the show is not about them. Just the laughter part.
Oh, and, uh... Ken Wilber. We'll be dissecting some of what he says in this video:
Hurts More, Bothers You Less
by, Integral Life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5TUr949kmZk
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Animals play the largest role of all in host Jeremy Vaeni's new book, Kundalini and the Secrets of Silence. His cats, however, get the short end of that stick. Well, no more. Only 2 episodes in and we're already doing comic relief. Get ready to relieve yourself comically as you meet their foster cat Finn, aka Cosmo, aka... something that rhymes with Kitty Kitler. Will there be a moral to the story by the end? Will there be several? Will there be none? You are a click away from finding out!
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In this introductory episode to a season of Our Undoing Radio that acts as a compendium to his new book, Kundalini and the Secrets of Silence, host Jeremy Vaeni takes us straight to the end of the book--to the post script, to be exact. It is here where a very real and physical miracle happened to him as a result of completing the manuscript!
Please read Kundalini and the Secrets of Silence, available globally in paperback and on Kindle! Here is the link to the U.S. Amazon store:
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G4NRFS8M
If books aren't in your budget, consider ordering it from your local library!
On this, the final Paratopia podcast ever--Ever? Ever. You sure, ever? Fairly sure, ever--host Jeremy Vaeni has the perfect end cap to the entire journey. First we hear from long-time pal of The Jeff and The Jer, Tyler Kokjohn, about how best to go about researching ufology, what to expect will come of your work, and his thoughts on post-2017 ufology on the whole. Then we speak with paranormal researcher Allison Jornlin about the ins and outs of what she does, as well as some of her paranormal experiences. Finally, in a chat that will have you laughing, crying, and cheering him on, Cody Ritzmann tells us what it was like growing up Ritzmann and how he's been processing the loss of his parents.
To learn more about Allison's work and book a haunted history tour, check out her super fancy website:
https://www.americanghostwalks.com/
While you're at it, read all about the unsung female figures in paranormal research at her other website here:
https://paranormalwomen.com/
Wanna reach out to Cody? Find him on Twitch & Twitter by his singular handle:
Midnite1158
Tyler hates it when I promote his blog. Nevertheless, please read him here:
https://syntheticgeneticshakespeares.wordpress.com/