This will be one of my most controversial podcast to date. I can just tell. There are so many people who use the costume of being an artist as a personality trope. They wear the mask of an artist to seem interesting or to make themself feel better about themself. It's a hard truth, but no, your cool and realistic drawing of a face with swear dripping is not art. No, neither is your dramatic and melancholic photograph of a dark corner alley of a city. Sorry old sport. Face the facts. You have talent. But you aren't making art.

So this part 2 of the "manifesto" is less about what I plan to do and more on what I hope to be an outcome or like a steering of my persona on the matter...if that makes sense. I  kinda forgot everything I said in this ramble and I don't want to relisten again, but from what I remember this is kinda less a promise and this part is more a hope.... if that makes sense...

TBH, this isn't really a manifesto... it wasn't planned and it was more of a stream of consciousness; a promise to myself.  But it's official now.  Well, once it gets uploaded.  Technically as of now I have 2 months before the promise is "real".  Though, spoiler, future me is already taking action to satisfy the promise I made.  Will be a big rollercoaster ride for the podcast ahead.  Stay tuned. 

Yes, it's inevitable.  The real question is how soon will it happen and how widespread will it be?  Like a spoiler, but future me has started watching anime again and it makes me wonder, like if I had the opportunity to have some super fulfilling slice of life-esque rom-com romance with some LLM in some virtual vr world....would I even have a purpose for an IRL female? Cringeworthy to say out loud, but honestly it’s hard to know.  Like at that point what would be the reason to say no other than embarrassment. But then why be embarrassed?  The people who I'd be embarrassed about sounding lame around would be potential mates...but those females I would presumably not care about since I have the perfect LLM girlfriend in my virtual world.  



Even then, that makes me wonder LLM friendships are less crazy of an idea and that's ALREADY happening where people would rather share secrets or get advice from LLMs than the people who surround them...so then if you have an LLM girlfriend AND LLM friends then you are even further removed from society so that embarrassment you would feel for these relationships would be even further ignored since the only people you respect (the LLMs) don't care about your "Cringe" relationships....



Man...this would get quite funky....potentially a really disconnected world if not handled properly.

I'll never understand why people like pointing out someone's emotions.... like if someone is looking sad or something or deep in thought....let them be that way in peace.  Like you aren't being some hero by running up to someone who obviously doesn't want to be disturbed and then going "you look sad today".  Like stfu.  what do you gain from saying that?  Do you not have an inner monologue?  Living life on autopilot?  You just need to narrate your observations out loud? stfu.

Like I don't make this trying to sound edgy and being like "love doesn't exist ugu my heart...", no, I'm simply saying it makes no sense that people would sacrifice so much for people they only just met.  Like it seems mentally disturbed that people will drop EVERYTHING for someone they barely know.  Like Romeo and Juliet as a beautiful story in theory, killing yourself and ruining the whole dynamics of your family for someone you barely knew longer than a weekend says more about your mental chemistry imbalance than about love.

Connected to my hate for constant vaporware hype, my hate for people who make random bs predictions as if they have any logic to it.  “Yeah, uh, we will be able to, um, use rockets as mass transit, uh....shipping transport to fly between, um, America and China in under an hour and completely remove the need for shipping boats by,uhhhhh....2035...." Literally based on nothing.  And then let’s just say it magically happens, then the news and pr team and comments act like they are some prophet and that everything they say has weight.  Random companies hire them as their creative engineer or whatever, tf....over some bs.  Like it's proof to me most people are idiots. They want magic and fantasy to be real so bad they ignore all reason. "He can predict the future!!!!" Lay off the slurm kid.

It truly never stops either.  Just constant vaporware.  Constant "oh we should be done in 2 years" based on literally nothing.  Literally.  Like how can you predict when you'll come up with a solution? That doesn’t even make any sense.  “Yeah we have literally no clue how to do it right now, but we will be done uhhh by January."  Like how tf does that make sense? And people just eat it up.  Or they come up with what they will be able to do with this mysterious unknown yet technology before they can even do the basic form of it. Like it's just insane to me. Infuriating.

I truly hate driving here.  Like the ratio of insane drivers is absolutely asinine compared to the ratio of police on the road...which causes an endless cycle.  No one gives af.  It always shocks me there aren't more accidents. Like there's always one accident somewhere that causes some traffic, around the tunnels or bridges or whatever, but you'd think it would be a boundless amount of deadly accidents every day with how people drive here....truly a mystery how there aren't more.

Funnily enough, as I type this, I still haven't finished the songs. Like my feelings, I gave to the lyrics have fully changed now, so it's quite interesting relistening to me pouring out my soul into the song. Feelings from a different mindset that is now only a whisper in my mind.  Ironically, by the time I finish the song, which will be whenever I am free to finish the video that I recorded so long ago from yet again a different me....It will be like listening to a ghost.  A past that is almost hard to remember.  Strange how time works.  Even stranger...as I always say, by the time this uploads in April, it will yet again be a whole different time and mind space that I'm in, so when I listen to this when it’s uploaded, who knows how I'll feel or what I'll be doing.  Time truly is magical...especially when it’s through a scheduled podcast....

Post upload, then delete, then upload update....Turns out I didn’t realize this was a mini-wiz....So I accidentally uploaded this on Sunday.  I think the issue was this podcast was split up into many different podcasts in post and since I edited the podcast so long after I recorded, I didn’t realize it until it was too late.  I already titled the podcast based on the first couple of minutes.  Then I realized I needed to split up the podcast into multiple mini-wiz's since I did completely different topics...well turns out due to that I forgot to rename it into a Mini-Wiz, so when I downloaded the file and scheduled it, I didn’t realize the podcast was only 7 minutes long... Welp spoiler...It's me from the far future technically (well the present of when this podcast was uploaded) and I already scheduled freaking 80 something podcasts so the schedule is already set in stone so I can't replace this with a full wisdom podcast cause that would cause ripples and then I would need to reschedule 80 podcasts....sorry about the confusion....not like it matters anyway...I only have like 5 listeners and chances are 2 are me, 2 are bots, 1 is someone who doesn’t care either way.

I have a really interesting thought experiment.  One which would further explain why the gods don't seem to punish all the wicked or why none seem to listen.  It's because just like a normal being, it can only see what it sees. Does a tree that falls in an empty forest make a sound? The answer is that no one cares besides the tree...because no one who could answer was there to hear it.