I truly hate driving here.  Like the ratio of insane drivers is absolutely asinine compared to the ratio of police on the road...which causes an endless cycle.  No one gives af.  It always shocks me there aren't more accidents. Like there's always one accident somewhere that causes some traffic, around the tunnels or bridges or whatever, but you'd think it would be a boundless amount of deadly accidents every day with how people drive here....truly a mystery how there aren't more.

Funnily enough, as I type this, I still haven't finished the songs. Like my feelings, I gave to the lyrics have fully changed now, so it's quite interesting relistening to me pouring out my soul into the song. Feelings from a different mindset that is now only a whisper in my mind.  Ironically, by the time I finish the song, which will be whenever I am free to finish the video that I recorded so long ago from yet again a different me....It will be like listening to a ghost.  A past that is almost hard to remember.  Strange how time works.  Even stranger...as I always say, by the time this uploads in April, it will yet again be a whole different time and mind space that I'm in, so when I listen to this when it’s uploaded, who knows how I'll feel or what I'll be doing.  Time truly is magical...especially when it’s through a scheduled podcast....

Post upload, then delete, then upload update....Turns out I didn’t realize this was a mini-wiz....So I accidentally uploaded this on Sunday.  I think the issue was this podcast was split up into many different podcasts in post and since I edited the podcast so long after I recorded, I didn’t realize it until it was too late.  I already titled the podcast based on the first couple of minutes.  Then I realized I needed to split up the podcast into multiple mini-wiz's since I did completely different topics...well turns out due to that I forgot to rename it into a Mini-Wiz, so when I downloaded the file and scheduled it, I didn’t realize the podcast was only 7 minutes long... Welp spoiler...It's me from the far future technically (well the present of when this podcast was uploaded) and I already scheduled freaking 80 something podcasts so the schedule is already set in stone so I can't replace this with a full wisdom podcast cause that would cause ripples and then I would need to reschedule 80 podcasts....sorry about the confusion....not like it matters anyway...I only have like 5 listeners and chances are 2 are me, 2 are bots, 1 is someone who doesn’t care either way.

I have a really interesting thought experiment.  One which would further explain why the gods don't seem to punish all the wicked or why none seem to listen.  It's because just like a normal being, it can only see what it sees. Does a tree that falls in an empty forest make a sound? The answer is that no one cares besides the tree...because no one who could answer was there to hear it.

Yeah, it was a real mind-boggling moment when I finally saw all these scientific papers in the computer science field are a bunch of useless bs.  Like, I'm glad I learned this, but it did piss me off heavily.  I was reading so much crap only to learn NOTHING.  Nothing was useful; it was all bs.  Like, the whole "publish or perish" phrase is true af.  They literally just publish anything just to have crap published.  And wild enough, these random journals are happily publishing them too.  It makes me wonder then what are the boundless amount of trash that wasn't "worthy" of their journal seal? Like, if THESE are the papers that get through...the ones that don't must be absolute Bantha poo doo.



But yeah, future Jabari here, relistening to this is an interesting ordeal because I made a project that could EASILY be the most profound paper in existence on my own without some bs doctorate... just tells you all this crap is just a big nepotist circle jerk.  There's literally nothing special about these professors or doctorate students.  Just people who can bs their way into writing slop in a fancy way.

Like, don't get me wrong, vibe coding is very helpful, and I use it.  I even potentially in the future (for this podcast) vibe coded the irrelevancy of the current vibe coding, but you have to use it properly.  Similar to managing a worker or trainee, you don't just go “okay, due this and this, and I expect it to be done by Friday, and it better work or I'll be mad!"... no, you give proper plans and expectations. You have to know your own project in and out, so in the inevitable situation where the worker misinterpreted your request or messed up, you can easily pivot.  You need to test thoroughly so crap doesn't sneak attack you.  You need to constantly understand the potentials of what could happen AND understand what is happening currently.  Read over the code that is written and understand it.



Sadly, people even at the highest levels "vibe code" and literally just vibe.  They don't look over and don't give af.  And then, lo and behold, it’s glitches galore.

I truly think this.  Like everything that's new is going to be hard, but you do it daily, it will become easier.  No matter what it is.  I don't care how complicated or if you literally have never done it before.  You will learn it.  It could even be something insane like some type of science or math or engineering or medical or whatever tf.  Like look at war, they have to train random kids fresh out of high school to do stuff they could never imagine during boot camp in about a month and then boom, they are told to risk your life on the battlefront or help build stuff to risk people’s lives on the battlefront.  The only reason people can't learn stuff in a month is they don't have the motivation to do it.  But I bet if they are struggling to pay bills/need money/etc etc, and get some job that's beyond their skillset...within the month they will be nearly full performance.

Like, don't get me wrong... I'm Black...and will always be Black. My parents are Black.  Culturally, regardless of my suburban upbringing, I am Black...but there is a disconnect.  I will never understand or naturally feel connected to the Black people of different upbringings. It just isn't possible.  Like, would you expect some Washington state hippy af van life person to connect with a southern af “I’m from dixie" ah Confederate flag waving country south twang white person? No, of course not. So why do we, for some reason, act as if all Black people are hive-minded? 

Perhaps one of the most profound religiously philosophical questions of all. What if your god wasn't actually attractive? Or worse, what if it didn't even look like our species? It's a very interesting predicament. Even more so because it's probably the case. Religion is as old as time, and we do remixed retellings of older stories. So if there is a grain of truth somewhere, that grain of truth from a forgone age whose people are ugly af by our modern standards... and those ugly af people are the ones god based off their selves....

Just a bit of a list of types of friendship tropes you either have to watch out for or keep your distance from. You can still be friends with them; still hang out frequently, but you have to know ahead of time these traits and prepare for them ahead of time.  You don't want these types of people ruining your mental state or ambitions, so you always have to be wary and not let these types get to your head.

Yeah, a bit of loaded mini-wiz. TBH, I think if I suddenly learned everything came from China or like all religious god identities were actually whatever tf Chinese yellow emperor whatever stuff... like I'd be slightly disappointed but then slowly just not care.  We’re all human. The whole cultural identities are more of a modern invention and it's cringe anyhow. Even then, that whole thought still remains: “At what point were they considered Chinese?"  Like they probably would see modern-day Chinese and go "huh? That’s not what we are!" because humans in general physically, culturally, and mentally have completely changed since the early days.  We changed heavily even from a couple of centuries ago.

Hey, it's me from the future. I have so far been doing the ball deodorant technique for about 3 months. Seems to be pretty chill so far. No weird ball feeling. Just fresh ball smell for all to enjoy.... Not that anyone has enjoyed it yet.... but when the circumstance arises, I'm sure the first thing she would say when in close proximity is "wowza them balls be smell fresh!"