In this raw and deeply personal episode of Idiot, I sit down with Steven as he shares the painful truth I only recently learned—his relapse wasn’t just a moment; it was a slow, unraveling secret that lived beneath the surface of our marriage. He takes me through the darkest corners of his addiction, from the first slip to the all-consuming spiral that led to deceit, isolation, and ultimately, the breakdown of our 12-year relationship. He opens up about the weight of his double life, the crushing guilt, and the moments he wasn’t sure he’d survive. We talk about the lies, the betrayal, the infidelity, and the harrowing reality of addiction’s grip. This is not an easy conversation, but it’s an important one—about love, loss, and what happens when the person you trust most is drowning right in front of you, and you don’t even see it.

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Helen Horbath is BACK?! 🤯 Plus, Patti Stanger, Co-Parenting & Pamela’s Valentine's Day Workout!

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Alone Forever ep158

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:18 I’ve got nothing

-00:45 Been up since 3:30 AM

-01:00 Sleep is very important

-01:40 Instead of “I have to” say “I get to”

-02:36 Talk about nothing

-02:40 Swear men for the rest of my life

-03:05 I’m not good at being a girlfriend

-03:08 I’m not good in romantic relationship

-03:49 Trying to keep this new relationship private

-04:32 It’s exhausting and frustrating

-05:11 Romantic relationship is all consuming

-05:45 I feel scarred

-06:11 Vibrator

-06:38 I feel very discourage

-06:51 I don’t know how romantic relationship looks like

-07:49 My therapist is teaching me about interdependence

-08:05 I am my source and my partner is a supplement

-08:38 My life is unmanageable

-09:10 I’m beating myself up

-09:47 I’ve been very critical as a mom and a parent

-09:58 I should be a better mom, partner and artist

-10:40 I’m 11 days late for my period

-11:25 Shush yourself

-12:13 All of this is fear and selfishness

-13:45 I start donating to a non-profit organization

-14:27 What can I give today rather than what can I get

-15:28 How to deal with a family member with Dementia

-20:59 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions

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Finding Laura Clery: 

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:09 I designed my life in a rush

-00:36 What’s your relationship like with your mom?

-01:11 A Lot of kids in one house

-02:15 My dad has dementia

-03:11 Incredible to connect with Family

-03:36 I wrestle with aging

-03:56 Los angeles where people hate aging

-05:36 Injecting snake venom on my face

-06:36 Aging is privilege

-07:01 Men and women fear aging

-07:26 My sisters embraced aging

-09:10 I’m the youngest, I must stay young

-09:44 What are your thoughts about aging

-11:02 Just peel my skin off

-11:50 You follow me because I’m a clown

-14:53 My dad seems really at peace

-16:44 I’m proud of my sisters

-17:32 My mom turned 72

-20:20 My dad forget my moms birthday

-22:03 Stomach bug

-22:50 My dad think we are starving him to death

-24:58 I need my moms help with my divorce

-25: 55 I’m the worst daughter

-26:28 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions

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Deep breaths, Laura. How bad could this be?

Answer.....listen to find out ! 

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:30 Ex Communicated

-01:00 He broke his foot

-01:46 He liked the attention he was getting

-02:48 If he saw something that makes him angry he don’t watch it anymore

-03:30 How he broke his foot

-04:50 We went to urgent care

-05:55 Dancer’s fracture

-08:33 I made the first move

-9:50 I dropped the scarf

-10:55 If the woman is chasing the man, it never really works

-11:10 All the women that chase him, it didn’t work out for them

-11:27 Women is wired to one person

-11:51 Women shared the cycle if they’re in close proximity on s consistent basis

-12:04 Childbirth back in a day is very dangerous

-13:56 We get along together now that we are divorced

-14:20 I changed a lot

-15:06 Poppy is amazing

-17:14 I mentioned divorce when we got in this one fight

-19:56 Coming on the verge of losing the family really made him realize how important it is

-20:43 We were terrible at fighting

-21:19 Some autistic people shut down

-22:34 Learned behavior

-23:14 Stephen didn’t want friends

-23:32 He was labeled as a bad kid

-24:33 Alfie and Poppy have developed the most amazing bond

-28:14 Alfie is brilliant in his own way

-29:55 There were times in our marriage where I feel secure

-30:20 He didn’t get a way of anything because of my intuition

-30:42 He was on drug

-31:50 I did have a habit of snooping

-32:44 I hate people pick sides

-35:06 Porn stuff bothered me

-39:53 He is not with anyone now and trying to stay that way

-40:01 He wants to focus on work and his kids

-47:16 He didn’t know how to meet a woman

-49:52 There’s no podcast out there with divorced people

-55:23 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions

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Episode 87 “Single mom”

Balancing work, childcare, and personal time

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:12 Being a mother is 99.9% more challenging than a regular job

-00:30 Instense emotions 

-01:09 I was in the Emergency Room

-01:55 Blood everywhere

-03:09 We might need stitches

-03:48 Brutiful

-04:44 My 4-year-old 

-05:16 The devil horns showed up

-05:46 Possessed

-06:12 Kids are best off sleeping with their parents up until the age of 6 or 7

-07:04 Both my kids have been wanting to sleep with me

-07:36 Let them sleep and cuddle with their mama bear

-08:51 I’m a f&*king Monster

-09:48 I’m seeing someone

-11:04 I noticed he didn’t like it

-12:32 He doesn’t like what I do

-13:38 Need his validation to be okay

-14:53 He doesn’t like me

-15:39 Lose-lose situations

-16:31 They double tap me in real-life

-17:03 My last relationship, he was so involved

-17:30 I need to work on myself

-18:57 I prayed for clarity

-19:39 Be at service

-20:17 Self-care is very important

-21:07 Practice loving myself

-22:42 I told you my embarrassing story

-24:48 Make sure to follow and leave a comment or really helps ! 

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Let’s talk about it ….

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:17 Caffeine CRASH 

-01:01 B L O W to focus

-01:25 13 years NO alcohol or drugs

-01:53 Therapy

-02:08 12 step program

-02:52 Creating boundaries

-03:20 I Struggle with Jealousy

-03:49 Trust issues

-04:27 Acknowledge the feeling

-04:41 Accept the emotion

-05:22 Unpack the feelin

-06:48  self-acceptance

-07:07 I can’t  get my self worth from someone else

-09:35 My default is to be suspicious

-11:33 Boundaries with my boyfriend, ex, and My Mother.

-12:55 Kids are awesome

-13:09 Thoughts on co-sleeping

-14:22 California KING

-14:51 Co-parenting

-15:40 Everything is okay

-15:48 Are we okay?

16:25 Co-parenting with Stephen

-17:00 Having fun with kids together

-19:25 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions

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In this episode, we delve into the fascinating world of neuroscience and personal development with Dr. Tara Swart, renowned neuroscientist, psychiatrist, and bestselling author of the groundbreaking book, "Source."

Dr. Swart takes us on a journey through the depths of the human mind, exploring how our brains shape our reality and influence our lives in profound ways. Drawing from her extensive research and practical experience, she shares insights on harnessing the power of our minds to unlock our full potential, achieve our goals, and cultivate a deeper sense of fulfillment.

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Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 Make sure to follow and leave a comment to keep me going

-01:28 Social media thing

-02:28 Tara Swart

-03:04 Neuroscientist and Psychiatrist

-04:33 Not socially accepted for women to be Funny

-06:05 To be funny she got to be super smart

-09:00 Grew up in London

-10:02 Modern mental health issue

-14:53 Women release oxytocin and with a man release testosterone

-18:41 Understanding your worth

-20:43 Own brain can play tricks

-30:02 our body needs 7-8 hours of sleep

-34:50 Yoga is not about gratitude and breath work it’s about detoxing the body

-40:33 Mastery of your emotions and mental processes

-41:29 Laws of attraction

-44:00 Action Board

-48:30 Little gremlins

-50:54 Asked your Head, heart, and gut

-1:01 Communication in 3 levels

-01:07 Harmony and Universal connection

-1:09 You are the sum of the five people you spend the most time with

-01:12 Hangout with divorced people

-01:13 Sexual relationships between people

-01:15 Monogamous penguins

-01:19 Neuroplasticity

-01:29 Thoughts about CBD

-01:33 Vitamins for Autism

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Join us on a hilarious and insightful journey as we dive deep into the life and experiences of the one and only Trevor Wallace! Hosted by yours truly Laura Clery, this podcast brings you exclusive interviews, behind-the-scenes stories, and candid conversations with Trevor, known for his viral comedy sketches and stand-up performances.

Finding Laura Clery: 

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Instagram: @lauraclery 

Episode Breakdown:

-00:00 Make sure to follow and leave a comment to keep me going

-01:05 Way of words

-02:15 Liked watching TikTok

-03:19 Met years ago

-03:40 Went to film school

-04:30 Shy and Introverted

-06:30 Never (Drugs)

-08:16 Thought her the ropes

-09:59 I wanted to do everything

-10:32 Yes to things

-11:00 He was a loser

-11:48 College started making videos

-12:05 People gonna hate

-12:50 It hurts when it hits insecurities

-13:43 Russel Simmons

-14:13 He would yell at me

-15:25 Pamela Pocket

-17:10 Bad sitcom

-20:40 Garry Indiana

-21:01 Dating Apps

-22:04 Never a fan of Dating Apps

-22:29 Worst date

-22:45 Funny, tall and blonde

-23:30 Looks catch personality stays

-25:30 How do you define god

-26:11 Karma is my Boyfriend

-26:27 Power of swifties could do

-29:29 A lot of friends

-30:42 Doing content and standup

-31:06 Get married tonight

-31:41 Fraternal Sunshine

-32:25 No one likes you

-34:00 I have a wish

-37:20 Natural Deodorant

-38:00 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions about Trevor Wallace's story

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